Wolfgang (BangChan ff)

Ch-34 : Drunk talking

Chan stood there speechless. Now, he was left alone with a drunk, sleepy and though he didn't like to admit, a cute Juno. You were curled on the couch as he wondered what to do.

Chan: Should I just leave her here? Don't be a complete asshole, Chan. You're already giving her a difficult time. But how am I supposed to take her to the room?

He came to you and tried to wake you up.

Chan: Juno, wake up. You can't sleep here.

Juno: I can sleep anywhere.

Chan: You will get sore muscles this way.

You opened your eyes to see a blurry sight of Chan.

Juno: Future, is not here Mr. Future's boyfriend.

Chan: I'm not Future's boyfriend. I don't know anyone named Future.

Juno: Then who are you? *gasp* Are you an intruder?

You were about to scream when he covered your mouth with his palm.

Chan: I'm not an intruder. I live here.

Juno: Oh? I live here too. Are you new here?

Chan: How can you recognize everyone but me? I'm disappointed.

Juno: That's a weird name but who am I to judge? Hi disappointed, I'm Juno.

Chan: My name is not disappointed.

Juno: Why would your name be disappointed? Unless you're an asshole and it is ashamed to be your identity.

He was at a loss for words.

Chan: Let's get you to bed, c'mon.

Juno: I don't have a bed. I'm sleeping here.

Chan: We installed a new bed for you.

Juno: Really? Where?

Chan: In your room, let's go.

Juno: I don't have a room. I'm basically homeless right now and this couch is the sidewalk where I live.

Chan felt guilty when you said that. Neither was he able to provide you with a room of your own nor did he make you comfortable in his room that is also yours since you are his mate.

Chan: You have a room. I'll show you, follow me.

You followed him trying your best to keep your eyes open. You reached his room and entered to see two beds. You ran happily and jumped on the other one. After a while when you didn't move Chan assumed you were asleep. He closed the door and settled on his bed. He looked towards you only to be scared by you staring at him without blinking.

Chan: You scared me!

Juno: What are you doing in my room?

Chan: This is my room.

Juno: Then what am I doing in your room?

Chan: This is our room. We're... roommates.

(and they were-)

Juno: Oh, nice! I would rather have you as my roommate than that alpha.

Chan: What's wrong with the alpha?

You giggled in a silly manner before continuing.

Juno: There hasn't been a minute where he didn't remind me that he hates me. That he doesn't want me around...

Juno: I know I'm not perfect. Heck, I'm not even tolerable sometimes but- but- I- I never troubled him. I always let him do what he wants to. But? He is always annoyed by me. 

Silence followed as Chan did not know what to say anymore. It was soon broken by you speaking again, this time slower almost like a whisper.

Juno: I never asked to be his mate. Even now I wish that he would be able to be with someone... hmm someone that.. that he wants to be with? Yeah, someone he actually wants instead of me. I mean just because I'm not his ideal type he hates me. Or maybe he actually hates me for who I am because of my father? But I never asked to have such a father! I didn't know anything about him till I turned 18! It was not in my control! I cant change it!

At this point you were practically yelling due to which you had to stop and breathe for a while.

Juno: It's not my fault... I'm trying my best to be better.

A tear escaped your eye while a pout formed on your lips.

Chan: Why don't you leave him? You love him?

Juno: Love? I never had time to think of love because ever since we met, he made it clear how he never wanted me in his life. I mean I sort of expected it. That's why I wanted to run away. So that everyone would be free from the burden of my existence.

Chan: Why don't you reject him?

Juno: As much as I don't admit it, I'm scared. Yes, Juno is scared. I, Juno, am scared of rejection because it will cause pain to the both of us. I don't want pain. Not for me, not for him, not for anyone. Pain sucks.

Chan: Do you have someone else?

Juno: I barely... have... anyone...

Chan stared at your now sleeping figure. He remembered Felix's words. 

He didn't hate you. 

But then why did he keep searching for reasons to hate you? 

He knew that none of it was your fault. He did feel anger because the war took away a lot of lives. But he was forgetting that he wasn't the only person who lost his people. You lost your family too. You had been in more pain. Was he just annoyed with you because you were not his type? 

At first, he did feel burdened by the thought of having a mate he didn't want. But you never bothered him. It made him realize he was being rude for no reason. You accepted everything about him but he failed to do the same for you. 

As the alpha he was supposed to love the people in his pack yet he hated you for something that you couldn't help. 

Was he ready to love you or accept the fact that he did really try but couldn't bring himself to hate you? 

He didn't know but for now he could at least be nice to you. You're his future alpha after all. His wolf, Chris, was already angry at him for not accepting you and did fight with Chan a lot about it. Chris was dying to be let out and see you. Well, for now he could only wait but Chris knew it would happen soon.

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Here ya go~

CHanjUn curumbus *v*