The boys already arrived at the stadium early this morning to feel out the field and such. I'm so nervous. When I came home from dinner last night it was late and everyone was still awake.
I asked why they were still awake and said they needed to go to bed they all rolled their eyes and responded with "we know- we can't sleep- we obviously know we're supposed to be asleep"
I understand why they were agitated but it was like they had their periods and just couldn't skip out on being moody and telling everyone off.
If one another made a sound they would all sit up and bark at that person. They bickered back and forth until I shut them up and sent them to their rooms.
I told Pedri I'd sleep in my room but he told me he sleeps better when I'm with him...but so did everyone else. I laid with Pedri till he fell asleep, which was almost immediately, then Ferran called me so I went to him room and massaged his head until he fell asleep and then I tucked him in.
Eric did the same thing, so I tucked him in and scratched his head until he fell asleep. Gavi didn't call me into his room but I went to the door and leaned against the doorway.
*****
"I've tucked in Eric and Ferran, Pedris been asleep for a while" I whisper
"That's good" he responds simply and I nod and look at my feet.
"You know you should be sleeping" I tell him again and walk closer and he chuckles
"Yeah I know" he mumbles
I stand there and wait for him to say something. After a few seconds I nod and start to walk out.
"Brylie" he whispers as I reach the door. I smile slightly then turn around wiping the smile off my face, I'm not supposed to smile like that. "Lay with me until I fall asleep"
My smile returns but bigger. "Of course" I walk to the bed and climb in next to him, he's hesitant at first but when I move the hair out of his face he forgets it and wraps his arms around me, laying his head on my chest.
I freeze and don't breathe. I don't want to mess up, I feel already have. This feels so wrong but so right. I slowly bring my hands up to his hair and start scratching his head softly.
"Now that you two are dating-" he starts and i scoff staring at the ceiling
"We aren't dating" I whisper
"You act like it- your both my best friends so if one of you hurts the other, I hurt them okay?" He says and I laugh looking down at his shut eyes and smiling face laying on me.
"That's a bit violent don't you think"
"Nope" he askers simply and I laugh again, him joining in a little later.
"Goodnight amor" he mumbles sleepily before falling asleep.
"Goodnight Gav" I say
This feels criminal. I feel like a homie hopper- which I guess I am now. My mind kicks into high gear of overwhelmingly negative thoughts.
Everyone was right, all the haters and critics were right your a whore, they were all right.
I try to keep myself calm but silent tears trickle down my cheek. I won't let myself breathe, i hold my breath trying not to hyperventilate while Gavi's sleeping on me.
I wait until I know he's deep asleep before I slowly move out from under him. Once I'm out from under him I quickly walk to the door and open and close it behind me. I walk swiftly to my room and drop down against my door.
YOU ARE READING
Since we were 7 { Pablo Gavi }
RomanceBrylie, Pedri, and Pablo have been friends ever since they were little, all three of them playing for FC Barcelona. All three becoming professional futbol players, living the dream but also stressful and exposed lives. Struggling to find time for ea...