fate

he left

the moment Jungkook heard the door close, he completely broke apart. he fell to the ground. he didn't bother getting up. tears were streaming down his face, his sight was blurred. he couldn't see clearly, he couldn't think clearly. everything was hazy. the only thing he knew was that his love had left him. he crumbled like a ball, bringing his knees to his chest while laying down on the floor, and stayed there. he didn't have the energy to get up. neither the will. what was the use of getting up when his love was not there with him? he stayed there for hours, sobbing loudly. he fell asleep on the floor, tired from crying so much. it was evening. 

suddenly the door opened and yoongi came inside searching for Jungkook. Jimin was following him. they both gasped the minute they saw Jungkook lying on the floor curled up in a ball, shivering, tears on his cheeks and only one word in his mouth. taehyung. taehyung was the only word Jungkook was constantly uttering. like a mantra. yoongi leaned down and shook jungkook a little. there was no response to it. it was like the only thing in jungkook's world was taehyung.

yoongi: get up, kook. for how much time have you been lying here like a corpse?

jimin touched jungkook's forehead and gasped.

jimin: he's burning.

yoongi put jungkook's hand over his shoulder while jimin put the other on his own. they both picked jungkook up and led him to the bed. jungkook did not notice it. he was in another dimension. Jimin went to the kitchen and made some soup while yoongi was trying to talk to jungkook. but no response. yoongi lost his patience and shook jungkook hard. he just wanted jungkook to be okay. this was hard for him to see. Jungkook finally came to reality. 

but fell apart again. seeing yoongi, he hugged him like a baby and started sobbing.

yoongi: shh. calm down. I know it's hard but calm down.

Jungkook: h-he l-left me here. al-alone.

Jungkook screamed not being able to take it anymore.

Jungkook: HE FUCKING LEFT ME!!!!!

Yoongi tightly hugged him and nodded to everything Jungkook was saying. he couldn't imagine Jimin leaving him, and that had happened with Jungkook. the whole night, Jungkook kept crying and yoonmin listened to every word of it without getting tired. Jimin was feeding him something when Jungkook asked him with tears in his eyes.

Jungkook: this is not real is it? this is a nightmare and any moment I'm gonna wake up and find myself in taehyung's arms, ain't I?

jimin wanted to say yes just to calm jungkook down. but he knew jungkook was gonna have to face the truth sometime or the other. so he shook his head.

jimin: this is the truth. you should accept it and move forward.

jungkook: am I a bad boyfriend? jimin, do you think I didn't treat bun right? is that why he left?

jimin: no!!! God, no!!!! you were the best boyfriend. taehyung used to always say how amazing you were and how you treated him like a queen. he loved you so much!!!

jungkook: then why!!!! why!!!

suddenly something in jungkook clicked. he realized something.

jungkook: why are you here, jimin? bub must be sad as well, if not as devasted as me. you should go to him and console him. it would cause me more pain if I find out you both were consoling me while he was there crying alone.

jimin: we talked to him in the afternoon. that's how we found out you guys broke up.

jungkook: how is he? where is he?

jimin told him the truth.

jimin: he was crying but we said our goodbyes and he left.

jungkook: left? where did he go?

jimin: he had a 4 pm flight to Europe.

jungkook: WHAT!!! I suffocated him so much that he had to leave the country. I'm the worst boyfriend...

jimin: no... you are the best boyfriend. he left for America because he wouldn't be able to control himself from running into your arms when you both lived in the same country and everything reminded him of you.