Jennie: what did you say???
taehyung: I and jungkook are together now. finally.
jennie: congrats. but there is one problem.
jungkook: what???
jennie: I don't know if taehyung is my stepmother now or jungkook my brother-in-law.
taehyung: huh?
Jennie: taehyung is like my brother so his boyfriend would be my future brother-in-law and jungkook is my dad so his boyfriend would be my stepmother. I don't know who is who now.
ji-eun: jen, you don't need labels in relationships. you just need consistency. you need to know that they are not going to wake up in the morning and feel differently.
jennie: yeah. okay.
that day taehyung shifted all his stuff back to his own house from Yoonmin's house and jungkook shifted stuff to taehyung's house because they wanted to live together.
jennie was a bit sad her parents were not together but happy for them.
at night, taekook lay in the bed cuddling. neither of them was sleepy, so they just chatted for hours. while cuddling, jungkook held taehyung's hands and rolled the sleeves backward. he took them and kissed both his hands one by one.
after jungkook left his hands, taehyung quickly unrolled his sleeves back and his hands disappeared from the sleeves. but jungkook noticed it. he noticed the cut marks taehyung was trying to hide. he noticed taehyung's sad face.
jungkook: tae, my love... tell me...
taehyung: what?
jungkook: why did you try to end yourself? why did you cut yourself?
taehyung looked at him and smiled sadly.
taehyung: I was guilty. every time I closed my eyes, your crying face and begging me to stay came in front of me. the only thing I knew was I had broken you completely. the guilt engulfed me. it ate me. I couldn't handle it. the physical pain while cutting was better than my mind eating me. at the moment, you begged me and I still left you, I knew... I finally knew what pain is...
jungkook hugged him.
taehyung: You don't know pain until you're staring at yourself in the mirror with tears streaming down your face and you're begging yourself to hold on, just be a little strong. That is pain. I experienced it every day in my life. those 6 months in Europe were torture. I stopped eating, drinking, getting up... I couldn't do anything. then I finally realised, i should get you back.
jungkook was crying at this point. he couldn't imagine his taehyung going through so much pain.
jungkook: why didn't you? why didn't you come back to me? I was always waiting.
taehyung: yoongi. he told me you moved on. found someone knew. you were happy.
jungkook: I love you. my heart belongs to you and only you. since the day we met, always. it belongs to you. till we die. even after that.
taehyung: you too.
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Fanfiction"Jeon Jungkook. if you loved me... if you ever loved me, even just for a moment, just a bit, if you ever cared about me, let me go in peace. don't fight it. if our love was true, don't fight it. I swear you on our love." This was what Taehyung had s...
