taehyung took something out from his drawer and smiled looking at it. tears were streaming down his face but a smile was visible. it was a blade in his hand he looked down at the blade. a voice in his mind interrupted him.
voice: don't do it... you had promised you wouldn't do it.
voice 2: but it's too much for you. you can't bear this pain anymore. just cut yourself. it feels better.
voice 1: but you had promised jiminie you won't do it anymore.
voice 2: you can't take it anymore. you just want a day where you don't fall apart. but that is not possible. and falling apart physically is better than falling apart mentally.
taehyung held out his hand and made multiple cuts throughout his whole hand. blood started coming from everywhere. he smiled widely and let out a satisfied sigh. then he rested his body on the bed and closed his eyes. he could feel himself losing consciousness but it felt good. the pain felt good compared to the pain his mind was going through.
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SOMETIME LATER
Jennie called Jimin which he picked up.
Jimin: hello?
Jennie: hey Jimin, I was just wondering do you know what's happened to tae's phone?
Jimin: why?
taehyung: I called him like 4 times right now and he's not picking up.
Jimin panicked....
Jimin: listen, I'll call you back in a few minutes and tell you what's wrong.
Jennie: okay... bye.
he kept the phone and dialed taehyung's number... he called him 3 times but tae was not picking up. he grabbed yoongi's hand and ran to taehyung's house. he opened the door of taehyung's apartment and ran to his bedroom. he was horrified at the scene. tears started falling from his eyes and he started sobbing. he ran to taehyung and shook him violently.
Jimin: wake up tae!!! wake up!!!
yoongi: we need to take him to the hospital.
Jimin and yoongi picked him up and drove to the hospital as fast as they could. they reached the hospital and taehyung was taken to the emergency room. Jimin and yoongi sat outside waiting for taehyung. suddenly Jimin's phone rang. but he was in no position to pick up the phone, he was sobbing uncontrollably. yoongi picked it up instead.
yoongi: hello?
Jennie: hey yoongi oppa, do you know anything about tae? Jimin said he was going to tell me why he was not picking up the phone.
yoongi: I'll tell you everything later, just come to the Seoul hospital.
Jennie: what? why? is tae okay?
yoongi: I'll explain everything. just come here.
he kept the phone and continued hugging Jimin. Jimin was still crying uncontrollably.
Jimin: he h-had finally be-been a bit be-better. h-he collapsed ag-again.
yoongi: it's okay jiminie, he's going to be alright.
they both sat there in silence. Jimin's sobs the only sound. there were tears in yoongi's eyes but he controlled himself for yoongi's sake. a few minutes later, jennie, jungkook and ji-eun came running.
jennie: what happened? is he alright? why is he in a hospital? what happened to him?
yoongi: he is going to be alright.
jungkook: what did he do? did he have an accident?
yoongi: no... he... he .... uhhh.. he...
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Fanfiction"Jeon Jungkook. if you loved me... if you ever loved me, even just for a moment, just a bit, if you ever cared about me, let me go in peace. don't fight it. if our love was true, don't fight it. I swear you on our love." This was what Taehyung had s...
