suddenly, the next few pages were blank. jungkook flipped through more of them to finally found something written about after 15 to 20 pages.
There was a before you,
And there was a during you.But for some reason, |
I never thought there would be an after you.
jungkook's eyes teared up reading this. this was clearly after they had broken up.
Love is and will always be ruthless.
- Mrs. Jeon.
jungkook: Mrs. Jeon? Had my mom said this to taehyung??? when and why did she say this?
As the moon begins to
Brighten at night,
Know that I miss you
When I look upright.there was a photo below the short poem.
"I heard the breeze whisper your name to the trees. And the flowers giggled smiling at the leaves. I and my loneliness keep talking about you."
jungkook was crying at this point reading it all. there was a poem named lost love on the next page.
Lost love
To have loved and lost
To have it taken away
To have had a loveThat could not stay
To feel so high
Then feel so low
To have it there
And see it go
To be so happy
You could almost cry
To be so sad
You could almost die
To have been loved
And that love be gone
To feel that you
just can't go onThere's no worse feeling
No worse painThe physical ache
The emotional drain
To have loved and lost
There's nothing worse
It feels just like
a permanent curse
You lose more than a love
When it endsYou lose your soulmate
Your best friend
It can't be replaced
It can't be rewound
You will stay lost
Until your re-found.
jungkook smiled caressing the page. taehyung described the feeling of losing one's love perfectly.
Your ghostly love still lives in me
Ever so faintly. And as I lean forward
Expecting to feel your skin on mine
One last time, I'm met with nothing
But cold air, and shadows in
My mind reflected on the wall.
he turned a few more pages.
As the moon begins to
Brighten at night,
Know that I miss you
When I look upright.
You are like a shining Star.
so beautiful and bright,
But I have no wings
To reach you
My biggest plight.
jungkook smiled through his tears. taehyung's words never failed to mesmerize him. then jungkook's face saddened upon seeing the next page.
I loved you
As Icarus loved the sun
Too much
Too close.there were marks of teardrops on the paper and some red marks indicating blood. had taehyung tried to take his life seeing this photo?
jungkook closed the book and closed his eyes. feeling tears streaming down his face. he couldn't read it anymore... he kept the book at the back of the closet and wiped his tears. he cleaned the rest of the room, keeping everything in its place...
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Fanfiction"Jeon Jungkook. if you loved me... if you ever loved me, even just for a moment, just a bit, if you ever cared about me, let me go in peace. don't fight it. if our love was true, don't fight it. I swear you on our love." This was what Taehyung had s...