• DELIGENCIA •
Months pass by, i have visited nanay and tita quite often. Masaya sa pakiramdam na marami ang taong natutulungan dahil sa taniman ng gulay. It continues to expand. May iilang kalapit lungsod narin ang nag-aangkat sa kanila.
Papalapit ng matapos ang school year. Rafael is planning to go abroad for a vacation. He wants to treat it, as our honeymoon. We are still deciding which country we will travel to first. He wants to spend our whole summer abroad. The reasons why he's been working really hard the past few months.
Gusto niyang tapusin lahat ng trabaho. So that we can spend our summer, without the responsibility of the business.
We made love a few times, last night i forgot to take my pill. I was exhausted, Rafael did explore a lot of things with me last night. I was smiling while thinking about it.
Class dismiss! Boses ng guro namin.
For God sake i'm in school! Mabilis kung niligpit ang mga gamit para makaalis na. It's our last class today.
Lumabas ako sa paaralan at nakita ang driver na nag-aantay sa akin sa labas.
Good Afternoon ma'am, nakangiti nitong bati sa akin bago ako pinagbuksan ng pintuan. I greeted him back.
Rafael and I made love again later that night. Nasapo ko ang aking noo ng maalala na nakalimutan kung uminom ng pills.
Rafael is not using condom. And his releases are always inside me.
I wake early in the morning. Tinignan ko ang orasan sa gilid ng kama. It's 9am, I checked myself to make sure i didn't have any particles in my face.
Aalis si Rafael papuntang Palawan. He will meet some important investors.
Gusto niyang sumama ako pero, kahapon paman ay masama na ang aking pakiramdam. But of course i keep it within myself, sinabi ko nalang na hindi ako pweding sumama sa kanya dahil sa school.
Pero napansin niya akong umalis sa kama kagabi. Nagsusuka ako sa banyo at iyon ang naabutan niya.
He's hysterical. He was at the edge of calling a doctor. He was worried. But i convince him that i'm okay.
Maybe it's the food?
Kaya't kahit gusto niya akong sumama papunta sa Palawan ay hindi na niya ako pinilit pa.
Lumabas si Rafael sa banyo. His wearing a formal attire, the usual black tuxedo that he wore.
I saw him smile. That face is handsome! Papalapit siya sa kama.
"Good Morning love."
At ng tuluyang nakalapit sa kama ay hinalikan niya ako sa labi. He checked me if i have a fever. Hinawakan niya ako sa noo, probably checking my temperature.
"How are you feeling?" I'm going to call a doctor. Tatayo na sana siya pero hinila ko siya pa upo.
No, maayos na ang pakiramdam ko Rafael. Hinawakan ko siya sa kamay para maupo pabalik.
Are you sure? I saw him panic kagabi dahil lang nakita niya akong nagsuka sa bathroom.
Maybe it's our dinner? He asked concerned.
Maayos na ang pakiramdam ko Rafael. I assured him once again
Maybe it's the school? You're not obliged to do all the school tasks. I don't want you to stress about school.
Hindi naman, I promise you okay na ako. Maybe it's the heat of the sun. Masyadong mainit lang talaga kahapon Rafael. Don't worry i'm okay and i smiled at him.
"We can always call the school." It's an important matter. They will surely understand. His bedroom voice sounded like music to my ear.
He meant Palawan. Tumawa ako dahil sa kanyang sinabi. Rafael, mabilis lang naman ang oras. You will be there for just 2 days. Uuwi ka kaagad pagkatapos noon.
His holding my hands. While looking at me. He really wanted me to join him on his trip to Palawan.
