1. Memories, For, When I Am. (Being edited 2024)

Lost In Repitition

Why are you here?

I am here to serve.

To serve what?

A purpose.

That will most likely be

Forgotten?

I won't fade trust in me.

But can I believe you?

Watch as I start from my

Demonstration on display,

I'll paint a picture so vivid

It will nest in your heart

And ingrain itself in your mind.

How will I perceive this?

As a soul perceives figments

Of it's imagination after death.

And what of this soul?

It does not perceive reality as

Assumed by time.

For how or why is this so?

It is not, for the soul,

Time ceased to flow

Across a starstruck bloodied

Canvas of future times of being

And opportunities because of it's fall,

creation, or so be it it's re-cycling.

For this canvas is tarnished?

No it was destroyed at the hands

Of the fate of another as it met

The crisp hands of death.

Of this other?

Unnecessary,unimportant,unharmed,

Unanswered, and so I will not discuss it's

Matters.

Why is it here?

To become a part of me and

Mend the pieces to my puzzle,

without it I am Broken.

This soul is important to you?

To answer is to no longer

Have it remain gender neutral,

In a sense she is vital to my sanity

And possibly my survival.

If she is taken from you?

Then right there I know

I will crumble to my knees

And reiterate my entire being

As I slay those who slew

The one they have taken from me.

So you are willing to kill......

If it will allow me to reconstitute

And attain her freedom

I have no better option

I must.

Are you willing to die for it?

We will wonder by each others

Sides, there is no questioning.

You are willing to create such a sacrifice?

I will stop at nothing till we

Are permitted our freedom

And escape.

So why are you here?

I am here to serve.

To serve what?

A purpose.

That will most likely be

Forgotten?

No I will break through these

Bonds that I see know so clearly

Tie me down.

You will never escape, you are doomed to repeat yourself as am I these queries.

I am a lost soul looking for

My other half, I am able

To realize and perceive such

A concept now, but we've

been side by side all along.

I will permit such a wish on a condition.

What of this condition.

Why would you choose such a reckless life?

Because I wish to transcend

Boundaries I have left untouched

And unbroken.

So be it.

But first I have but one last query.

I will not permit you to ensnare me

Any longer for time runs forever

Free in our hands as of now

So I shall leave you to ponder

This for yourself.

And so it was, what this soul

was begotten of the power

to break free, its judgement

Still ponders the thought of.