Paper Mache Heartstrings

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What's behind door one?

Door 2?

Door 3?

A pane of glass staring through.

Nothing more, nothing less.

Nothing less, nothing more.


Glued, fastened, stapled,

Stapled.

To reality, me to my skin, the ceaseless quarrel conquers.

opening too many doors too quickly,

now every waking moment is death.


Plastic?

Paper.

PAPER!

Plastic..?


I don't.

I don't.

I don't.

I DON'T.

Deserve to feel like this.

Singing is distress,

Joking, is screaming for help heard to none.


Closure is out of reach and grasp,

Reborn burning down to crisp ash.


Sleep.

Sleep sleep.

Unwind.


Calm.

Breathe.

Look at her,

Think of her,

Let go,

Sleep.


Paste on, tack on, paste on,

Peel, release, peel, release,

Calm.

Still.

When they are cut,

Don't cry.


Your wishes will be answered soon,

My dear Alice.

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