1. Memories, For, When I Am. (Being edited 2024)

Chained/Ball

I know you...

My daughter I am

drawn to you.

as I call for you

even though at time we're

never face to face,

I owe you a life you couldn't

have,

as ours is filled with sorrow.

You look for the love that

left you;

I hope she'll be burning in

hell.

We feel dead, yes I know,

though our souls need to

rest; something continues to reanimate us.

If I could just reach you,

help out somehow,

I hope it will be enough

to lift the emptiness you harbor

so closely.

I want to know why,

why do they stay around?

the ones we thought loved

us: instead they never fled back

to the home most known..

'I want to raise us by the sea and the lakes. like Hana always wanted.'

Why do you still comply to linger?

I just want you to let go

of your pain.

And if you'd like I could help you,

if you show me where it hurts/lead the way.

I don't come to know your touch,

I come to know your heart,

even if it's broken.

I want to convince you of

many things you may never

know-

Like how if you'd wish I wouldn't mind

if you followed in my steps; became somewhat like me.

Or that I could show you something better

just through something little like this,

somehow get us through this weather.

I promise I can help

as I promised myself I

would.

Alongside me, and my darling Furi

you can be free.

If more than anything with us

rather than alone.

You're deserving of someones sympathy

if not someone elses,

then my own.

You've been alone too long.

Toiling away at the thought

that she would come back....

Always wondering if it's true that it wastelandlove her truly lacked.

I feel sorry for turning my back on Rhiannon;

I didn't want her to remain that way, to drag on.

'I hate men, men like that.'

That's what tabitha would say.

THough all our memories of him have

grown up and blown away.

Even if I'm going out of my

way to give you new meaning,

only because you deserve it,

because like you, my heart's

a battlefield of emotions

raging away at a war unseen.

Allisson,

she's not coming for you.

Rhiannon.. He's not here to make us black and blue.

But I am making it my

job to show you this

and even better.

Though you feel dead and

are caught in lingering, there's still light

in our ashes-

No matter how many lashes.

I've come back to reclaim our hearts.

My daughters-

I'd like to know you....

For we, Sara, Sati, Rhiannon, Annabette, and Allisson,

In the palms of our hands,

we can have eternity forever.

The choice is yours alone. Come and stand with us, Please. Pray and scrape our knees.