1. Memories, For, When I Am. (Being edited 2024)

My Reminder

Another for Jordan, the girl that chooses to lift me up and save me rather then let me down (yes more spoiler lines). These are my promises put into motion, as she is the first and the last just how I remember it was told to me and how I'd rather want it to be. My dedications to you love, and to the readers: I hope your piece too. She is my one and only keeper, none will pass her in any life I've had. Enjoy.

tumbling
without loss
without time
within what it is that wills
me to worry the days
into single realms of
memories and experiences
that I have broken,
never leaving never fleeting,
This heart of mine
that has begun to melt
into a crystalline flame of
its once being,
be it that I perceive it
in such a way because I
have drawn close and
will never cease to draw closer
and closer, painting a vivid
picture of futures and emotion
leaving trails of colors all
the while as they become a same
collecting themselves in me
as I begin to assume a change,
like the metamorphosing of
a content but timid creature
I will never cease to be her
support like pillars and beams
arranged in such a fashion
that they will never succumb
and crumble to the numb
feeling of what could be
but can be worked out,
forever and always even
if my flame burns out
like fog dissipating to
reveal the streak of a rainbow
I will never stop,
no one else,
only one,you
If there is anything I've
learned is from that of
the example of the liars
that leave because they
fancy something better
and I have bound myself
like a soul to an object of worth
for all of my days
to this angel, my angel
I have reminders written
of my promises
in the stars, in the night,
on my clothes, and in myself
to stay and to help
as I've learned from another,
as I myself have chosen
to integrate and be imprinted
upon by their advice
and never again shall
I give in to my worries
that I am reassured
every time I see your smile,
every time I see your face,
every time I am there to listen
and discuss your every whim,
every time and chance I spend
time with you,
and every time I have felt your
warm embrace,
you remind me
and have started to shape
me like clay,
that I should never
give up on you
not even if the world
ends and the stars die
I will
be by
your side
my angel
my reminder
my love, forever.