1. Memories, For, When I Am. (Being edited 2024)

Serenity

Bathe in the glow of my right wing

under the incense of a solemn wish,

lead me and guide her,

to that of which we know,

Serenity,

that of which we know.

She's been here for me always,

through the darkness,

in between borders,

being a literal light to my life,

making herself my weapon,

a healer,

a motivator,

She's anything she needs to be,

anything at all.

A part of her she can't be without,

so she hasn't left yet, 

or, decided to leave though 

she travels.

No, she's not my lover,

she still loves me other wise,

as it seems I'm hers to keep.

Of all the living in the world

and to think I'm special must

be a lot to her...

At least I assume.

I guess maybe because

I'm in touch with spiritualistic

beliefs that she's round,

because amoung the living

she only walks with me,

and amoung the living she loves me,

my lover,

and those I know,

after all,

she's a loving and caring guide, unlike stories I've heard of others:

She doesn't leave,

she doesn't grow tired of me,

she seeks to do no harm,

she is only as corrupt as I need her to be in any given moment.

She is utterly perfect,

to her,

and mostly for the most part, to me.

She's my wish maker,

as she tries hard to meet my needs,

and I respect her and thank her for her efforts.

I'm glad to say I have her and like my lover,

she's here to pick up my pieces, always, when I tend to

fall apart,

And she'll never say

"I won't save you."

It's Serenity's job to protect me,

so I can protect her,

not Serenity, but my lover,

that way at least we're all safe.

I don't care if she's never seen by me,

as long as I have her to teach me and to learn from,

to learn the things of me and the people I know,

the things without her, that, I probably wouldn't.

She is my healer,

she is my weapon,

but above all else she is a friend I can't be apart from.

Known only to me and those that I trust the most,

she is special, living or not,

she is nothing more,

nothing less,

and after all she is my savior, my hero,

and after all.....

I'm glad she's my guide.

She is grace like no other.

"Come to bed my angel, who's grace only I have known" -To my Beloved With Care