1 Sun, 6 Moons: Last Memories | Sunoo x Enhypen

Chapter 55 | S1: I Missed You

Sunoo's POV

As I woke up that morning, Jay told me he would bring breakfast to the room, but I suggested we eat together with his mom and dad instead. He seemed hesitant at first, but he agreed.

"Good thing that you two finally decided to eat here." Jay's dad said chuckling.

"You know what, I'm really impressed that you lasted so long around Jay! You're really a great bestfriend!" His mom chimed in, and I saw that Jay was uncomfortable. "Just tell me when he's doing bad things okay?" She added.

I smiled and replied, "Jay is a good person, I'm lucky to have him as-" I looked at Jay gulping, "as my bestfriend..."

I know it's wrong to hide relationships from your parents but what could Jay do? He was so afraid of what his parents would say to him if he comes out, but we've been talking about it all the time, all I can do is help build his courage up.

As we drove to school, I couldn't help but notice the nervousness in Jay's demeanor. He had mentioned earlier that he planned to come out today, and I admired his courage, even though I knew it must be incredibly difficult for him.

"Are you sure about coming out today?" I asked, concern evident in my voice.

Jay took a deep breath and nodded, his grip tightening on the steering wheel. "Yeah, I need to do this. It's time."

I respected his decision and offered my support. "Just remember, I'll be right there with you, no matter what happens." He smiled as he took one hand of the steering wheel and reached it out to me. I held his hand.

"What about you? Are yoy sure you really wanna talk to Jake?" He asked. Yesterday night, we talked about this so there's no backing now.

"Yeah, I'm ready." I said, tightening my grip on his hand.

"Okay, at the coffee shop right? I'll drop you there. Just call me if that punk decides to do anything funny alright?" He said and I nodded, but to be honest, I was actually pretty scared of talking to him, and I'm not really sure how to appro-

"I can tell him that you want to talk to him, we both have soccer as our last activity." Jay spoke, as if he read my mind.

"I'd appreciate that, thank you." I thanked him, feeling some pressure drop because of Jay. As we arriver at school, Jay gave me a kiss before separating to go to our classes. Good thing I had Jungwon and Jay at botany class, or else it would've been so awkward with Jake. I was also getting better at ice skating with Sunghoon's help.

After the last class, Jay dropped me off at the cafe and went to order. He came back with a Cookies and Cream milktea. "I already talked to Jake, I'll be parking there for 5 minutes and if I don't see him, I'll text him. If I do see him, I'll leave it all to you okay?" Jay said. I nodded and thanked him for being there and for the milktea. He left while giving a call signal with his hand.

Although I was scared to face Jake, I knew that it was something that needed to be done. I couldn't keep avoiding him forever.

With that, he went away, leaving me at the cafe, my heart pounding with nervous anticipation. As I waited for Jake, I took deep breaths, trying to steady my emotions. I knew that this conversation would be difficult, but it was time to confront our feelings and put everything on the table. Whatever the outcome, I was ready to face it.

It was 1:58 PM when we arrived at the cafe, it was already 2:02 PM now, Jake's still not here... I decided to just sip my milktea and scroll through Facebo-

"Sunoo..."

Jake's POV

As I sat in botany class, I couldn't help but notice Jay being clingy with Sunoo. Jealousy crept up inside me, but I brushed it off, reminding myself that Sunoo and I were no longer together. I needed to move on.

Later, during soccer class, I was resting and drinking water when Jay approached me. I was about to leave, not wanting any confrontation, but Jay said something...

"Sunoo wants to talk to you," He said calmly. I stopped at my tracks. Is it true...?

At first, I hesitated, unsure if I was ready to face him, "What? Don't tell me you're gonna run away like a fucking coward again?" I knew he was right, and I needed to face my feelings and confront the situation. It was time to talk to Sunoo, no matter how difficult it might be.

"When?" I asked.

"At the coffee shop near bayside, after class. Don't make him wait or do anything stupid." He said as he walked away.

After school, I found myself standing by my car, contemplating whether to meet Sunoo or not. My heart felt heavy, and I felt torn between wanting to fix everything and fearing the outcome of our conversation.

"Just go and fucking talk to him, its not that hard!" I said to myself, taking a deep breath and making my decision. I drove to the cafe and saw Jay's car eith Jay leaning out the window. As I stepped out of the car, Jay gave me a dead look before rolling the window up and driving off.

I entered the coffee shop, the smell felt familiar, this was the coffee shop we went to when Sunoo and I met at the bayside strolling our bicycles. I finally saw him, my heart raced with both anxiety and hope.

"Sunoo..." I spoke and took my seat, my voice was shaking but I was trying to hide it.

"Hi... Sorry for disturbing you, I just wanted to fix everything." He said, but he couldn't even land his eyes on mine.

"I know I messed up, and I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you. I-I just... I couldn't bear seeing you with someone else," I confessed, my voice shaking again.

Sunoo looked at me with a mix of pain and understanding. "You do know it's too late for that right? I know it's hard for both of us, Jake, but we need to move on.We both made mistakes, and it's time to accept that and find our own paths."

"Y-You're right. I just... I don't know how to let go." Before I knew it, a tear flowed down my face.

"Maybe we can be friends one day, but right now, we need some space to heal." He said.

I wiped my tears away and took a deep breath, "I-I understand. I want you to be happy, even if it's not... if... if it's not with me."

Finally, Sunoo took a deep breath and said, "Let's try to fix things slowly, one step at a time."

I nodded, feeling a glimmer of hope. "I do want to fix everything, Sunoo. I missed you so fucking much..."

He smiled softly, and I knew we were on the right track. "I miss you too. But we need to take things slow and figure out what's best for both of us."

"O-Okay..." My wrist was already red from my pinch so that I could stop myself from breaking down.

"I-I should go," Sunoo finally said, his voice cracking. He stood up and left the door. But it didn'r felt right. I rushed to him and... I hugged him.

"Jake..." He tried to unwrap my hands but I held his waist tighter. His hand trying to untangle mine eventually became soft, and ended up caressing the back of my palms. Now, I was crying like a baby.

"I-I'm so so sorry... If I could go back I would..." My hands weakened and he finally broke free.

Sunoo turned to me and wiped my tears away with both of his hands, "Hey, everything going to be okay for the both of us, hm?" He whispered, with the sweet voice I missed so much.

With a newfound determination, we left that day with a sense of hope and a willingness to work things out, one step at a time... one step at a time Jake...

Jay's POV

After seeing Jake arrive at the cafe, I left. All I could do was hope that Jake and Sunoo will work things out. But I was also having a problem myself. As I arrived at the house, I took deep breaths in my car.

I went inside and mom approached me...

"Jay, you're ba- where's Sunoo?"

"Mom... I need to tell you something..."