My Darkest Love

Chapter 10

That night I was anxiously waiting for my phone to go off once more. Malachi's text had me really thinking. What if I didn't want to continue this kind of relationship? Would he even acknowledge my existence? I was just this toy he could play with whenever he was horny. I groaned as my hands ran through my hair. It was too frustrating. Thankfully my mom bought me some concealer that was my color to hide the hickies on my body. She showed me how to apply it to the skin and it was very weird to wear makeup but thankfully I only needed to wear it on my neck and chest. 

I scrolled through twitter to waste time until I decided to learn more about Malachi and search him up. His profile was public thankfully and he seemed to post very often of poems and selfies. The newest one causing my face to turn a perfect shade of red and I slammed my phone down on my chest. 

The caption under his photo read, "You not wanting me was the beginning of me wanting myself. Thank you."

I had to compose myself as I went through his photos and quietly freaking out. He was beyond handsome even through pictures. I was so lucky to even be in his presence but there was no way he would like me in the slightest. Was I his first too or was I a pawn in his game like others before?

I shut my phone off and covered myself up trying to get a decent amount of sleep. I failed miserably because I was awake at 2 a.m. My body refused to even close my eyes for a minute. I had this strange feeling in my stomach that felt odd but good. I sighed and threw the blanket off me to see I had a boner. "Great." I removed my boxers and placed my hand on my hardened member. I slowly started to jerk myself off but no matter what I thought of, I
 couldn't finish. That was until my mind wandered to Malachi and what we did. My body became feverish and my breath was unsteady as I played with my nipples and moaned softly. "Ah....mgfh.." Fuck I had to be quiet but every fiber in my body wanted the world to know I was feeling good. I started stroking faster, causing my body to beg for more. I could only think of Malachi touching me with his rough large hands. How they explored every inch of my skin until they reached my ass and slapped it hard. The way he let his fingers work my insides into a frenzy as he thrusted inside me with such lustful movements. Within a second I felt my body release and I took a deep breath. "Fuck." I grabbed a tissue from my nightstand and wiped myself off before placing my boxers back up. "Did I just cum at the thought of him?" I asked myself. I turned to my window and thought to myself what Malachi was doing. Maybe I can text him. What am I saying? Why would I text him? Oh screw it. I grabbed my phone and opened messenger and tapped on Malachi's number icon. I went to start typing a message but immediately froze up. I couldn't come up with a sentence. Maybe if I just say hey?

Luca: Hey, um...you awake?" 2:15 a.m.

A few minutes go by, my hand sweaty from being so nervous. As I decided to just give up, my phone dinged. 

Malachi: I am now, What's up?" 2:19 a.m.

A part of me was really happy he replied. 

Luca: Um I couldn't sleep and just needed someone to talk to." 2:20 a.m.

God I feel so needy and now he will think I'm begging for attention. 

Malachi: Awe poor baby boy. What would you like for me to do? 2:22 a.m.

Luca: Just tell me about yourself, I don't know anything about you." 2:23 a.m.

Malachi: Well I'm 17 and a Capricorn, not that I believe in that zodiac bullshit. I love photography and hiking. I work out when I'm not in school and occasionally I help my uncle in his auto shop. I mostly work on racing bikes. Anything else you'd like to know?" 2:26 a.m.

I had to paused for a minute to take in the fact he works in an auto shop. The view of him in a work outfit or cut out sleeve shirt with grease on him, sweat dripping down his face. Fuck I was hard again. I covered myself with a pillow as I continued to chat. 

Luca: That's umm exciting. Do you race bikes yourself?" 2:32 a.m.

Malachi: (Laughing emoji) "Are you thinking dirty things over there?" But yes I do race here and there." 2:35 a.m.

How did he know?!?

Luca: No...I um. no." 2:33 a.m.

Malachi: Now what about you cutie?" 2:34 a.m.

I blushed again as I began typing my reply. 

Luca: I'm 16, a Sagittarius. I enjoy cooking and I'm really good at painting. I don't work anywhere but I sometimes help my dad with fixing our cars. I'm not special." 2:37 a.m.

Malachi: "Oh trust me, you are very special." 2:38 a.m.

What does he mean by that?

I set my phone down beside me and proceeded to giggle into my pillow like a damn girl. I couldn't believe he said that.