My Darkest Love

Chapter 30

Micah had started making dinner as I made up the couch to sleep on. My body was completely sore from work and it was only day one.
"Mind if I take a shower?" Micah peeked from the kitchen and smiled. "Sure, towels are in the closet by the door."

"Thanks." I gathered up some clothes and a towel. Once inside the bathroom I started the shower and set my clothes down on the counter. I stripped naked and looked at my disgusting body, how my skin was still slightly bruised from what happened with cain. I deserve to get beat up...I'm a worthless piece of shit. I got into the shower and sighed in relief at the hot water hitting my cold skin. It felt absolutely amazing against my sore muscles. I washed my body and then my face before applying shampoo to my hair. I cleaned all the dirt from my skin, watching it flow down the drain. Once I finished, I got out and dried off. I wrapped the towel around my waist.
*knock knock*
"Hey Luca?" Micah opened the door and immediately froze as he saw me half naked. "I'm so sorry, I was coming to let you know dinner was ready."

My face turned a shade of pink as I stared at him then back at my body. "Um yeah. I'll be right there." I gulped and quickly put on my shirt but ended up fumbling. "Want some help?"

I groaned in frustration. "Yes please. God I'm such a child." Micah chuckled and helped my arms through the holes. "Nah, You are far from that. It can tough sometimes."

Micah and I just stared at each other in silence, my eyes slightly darted off to his lips and then his beautiful golden eyes that flickered with the lights.

Micah moved his hands to around my waist as he pulled me closer. "You make me question everything."

"What do you mean?"

Micah smashed his lips against mine catching me completely off guard. My eyes lit up in confusion but also excitement. I kissed him back and pushed him back against the door frame. The steam wasn't the only thing making the room hard to breathe in. Micah pulled away first, leaving me in a daze. "Come with me."

I didn't say a word as I followed after him into his bedroom. Micah shut the door and started removing his shirt, his sculpted body shimmering in the moonlight from the window. "If you want to say no, I will stop here."

"I..I..I don't know what to say or do. You said you weren't gay."

"I wasn't but I started thinking about our first kiss and it hasn't left my mind in days. I accepted the fact that I am interested in boys and maybe I'm okay with this kind of relationship with you."

"Micah..I I already went through a rough relationship with a boy and I'm scared to get into another right now."

"That's okay Luca. I won't force you to be with me or to do anything sexual with me."

"I want to, I really do but I'm worried you'll leave me too."

"I'm not Malachi."

My heart started racing as he approached me and those words were said. How did he know?

"Luca, that day at the cafe I knew immediately that you and him had chemistry. There was something there that set him off and he took out his frustration and anger on you. Men like that are disgusting and down right awful. You deserve the whole world and more."

Deep in my heart, it would always belong to Malachi but for now it needed to be mended. Someone to fix the pieces and put me back together.
"Promise me."

Micah smiled and kissed my forehead gently. "I promise."

"Take me then."

Micah brought his lips against mine once more and carefully got us on the bed. His body was hovering over mine as my towel was coming undone. His hand slid down the front part of my body stopping right above my throbbing member.
"Be patient Luca. I'm gonna teach you to proper ways to fuck someone."

Oh. My. God.

My breathing hitched as he entered my rear with one finger, I guess not being fully prepared sucked. Micah kissed my cheek then my neck, leaving sloppy wet kisses all over it.

"Tell me exactly what you want Luca."

I wanted him to fuck me like...
"Make me cum."