My Darkest Love

Chapter 21

I stayed awake the rest of the time. I was in pure disbelief that I managed to do that. It felt too real and I normally don't feel like that. What was about Malachi that made my walls crumble to the ground? I laid in my bed with the window open. I could hear the rain hitting against the screen as thunder echoed the room. It was quite peaceful to relax under a thunderstorm. Not everybody got it but it made me feel calm. It helped me think. I turned my body to the left side, my eyes focusing on the falling rain. It wasn't long before I could envision Malachi standing at the windowsill with a cigarette in his hand. How he lifted it to the tip of his mouth, letting the smoke fill his lungs before expelling smoke into the morning sky. The clouds made the room darker than what it normally was. It was gonna be one of those days. I decided to close my eyes, my hands slowly tracing along my figure until I reached my vline. I slid my boxers down and felt up my member with a slow and steady pace. My teeth biting down on my bottom lip as it prevented me from moaning aloud. I had one hand between my legs, just barely outside my entrance. I couldn't bring myself to do it again. It wasn't the same as..I opened my eyes and it was almost like he was there. Malachi standing at the foot of the bed. His eyes fixated on my every move. How his hands rubbed together before he placed them on my thighs. I could feel the intense heat from them as they slid down my legs. His lips kissing my inner spots. I moaned quietly while he placed a finger on my lips. "Shh." I nodded. My hand never leaves my dripping member as Malachi takes control and kisses my hard pink nipples. "Look at you. A Beautiful display of lust."

"Fuck me."

His eyes darted to mine as if he was looking for validation. My breathing hitched when his hand overtook mine and he worked me up into a frenzy. "Ngh...ahh.."

"Good boy"
He softly whispered into my ear. That's all it took before I exploded into his hand...or should I say mine.

I opened my eyes from my own fantasy. My whole chest is exposed and sweaty. "Holy fuck."

I was shaking from the orgasm. It was so intense and all it took was imagining him. Maybe he was right...

I sat up and wiped myself before tossing the tissue into the trash. "What am I gonna do now?.."

*knock knock*
I turned and faced my door. I quickly put on my sweatpants and opened the door. "Yeah?"

"Hey..sorry for last night dude. I got real fucked up and I left home." Miles had bags under his eyes from the lack of good sleep. You could smell the alcohol on his breath. "Take a shower and then I'll run you home."

"You're the best man. Mine if I borrow some clothes?"

"As long as you return them this time."

"Of course. Thanks."

Miles set off to my bathroom and locked himself in there to shower. I went to my closet and pulled out a pair of pants and a shirt I don't usually wear. I placed them outside the door on my desk. "Got them ready for you Miles."

"Thanks!" He shouted over the sound of the shower running. I pulled out my cell to check the time and it was 7 A.M. God I need some sleep for real. I sat down on the bed again and tried to close my eyes but every time they closed I pictured Malachi on top of me. "Fuck."

"You okay?" Miles stepped out from the shower. A towel thankfully wrapped around his waist. "Yeah...no."

"What's up?"

"I think I'm love sick."

"Love sick? With who? I didn't think you liked anyone."

"I do..but this person doesn't have feelings for me."

"Who is this person if I may ask?"

"I...I can't."

"Luca I'm your best friend. You can tell me anything."