Lost In The Jungle

.102

"Ivy I'm freaking out here"

"Yeah, I can tell. It will be okay. Just let me figure this out"

I sat on my bed watching her walk back and forth. Holding my jacket closer to me. I looked down at my converse.

How could I be so stupid. I didn't even think to use protect. Do they even have condoms on the island? I would assume so. There are couples here.

"You may not like this idea, but let's-"

"I don't want to go to Rose" I blurted out

"Dawn she a doctor. She'll know what to do"

I shook my head, "but she's also Blues sister and friends with everyone on the island"

Ivy came and sat down beside me, "she's not going to go tell everyone what you did. You know you can trust her"

"I know, but- I don't know" I said in frustration

I trusted Rose. We had a strong bond ever since we've meet. I think I'm just too embarrassed to admit I didn't use protection for my first time.

"C-Can we go to Anastasia?" I asked

"Yeah of course. Whoever you want to go to"

Ivy got up and I grabbed her hand, "wait. Should I discuss this with Chan first?"

"Oh um, if you want too. You said it just happened right? He probably didn't think to use protection"

"Oh of course. I'm definitely not blaming him here" I said

Ivy squeezed my hand walking out, "let's just go visit Anastasia first. You know she always knows what to say"

I nodded in agreement. Anastasia was the one not to lash out on you. She had a soft voice and would be there for you. She wanted to be on everyone's side, but it was hard for her.

Walking up to her tent. Ivy said she'd wait outside for me. That way we both could walk to dinner together so I wouldn't be alone, "could you actually come with me?"

She jumped up squealing, "of course bestie"

Before I knew it, she had already walked in without knocking or presenting herself. I took a deep breath and stopped when I saw Ivan walk out.

"Hi Ivan" I laughed seeing him in only a white shirt and boxers

He nodded in disappointment, "Ivy just kicked me out my own tent. Whatever it is better be worth it"

I giggled watching him snuggle into a blanket on one of the chairs outside, "we'll make it quick"

I walked in seeing Ivy sitting at the table. Patting the seat next to her. I walked over and plopped down beside her. Anastasia sat across from us hugging her cardigan, "you girls okay? You should ring the bell next time. You never know what someone is doing inside" she joked

I looked over at Ivy who held a fake smile, "that's funny you say that Anastasia. Dawn actually has something to say"

I faked laughed. Scooting further down in my chair at the attention "are you still not feeling well Dawn? You seem to be getting pale"

"I have a little problem is all" I said

Anastasia raised an eyebrow, "what kind of problem?"

"It actually may not even be a problem" Ivy shrugged and I nodded along with her agreeing.

All this could be for nothing. Maybe we were just some stupid teenagers who were panicking for no reason. It was still good to be sure though.

"Care to explain a little more" Anastasia softly said