Yeosang

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Yeosang breathed in and out, keeping his tears at bay despite wanting so badly to just let go and cry. He couldn't believe he had been stupid enough to actually think anyone liked him for him. It was clear to him now that he had fans for only one reason: his looks.

"Yeosang! We need to be going. What is wrong with you? Are you trying to make us look bad?" San didn't really mean that the way it sounded but Yeosang didn't know that and he felt even worse. Even his own friends didn't like him!

"I'm coming, I'm coming" Yeosang got up, leaning against the wall for support as he followed San back into their waiting room.

"Come on Yeosang! You need to get your in ear and then we have to go" Hongjoong rushed the younger dancer, putting a hand on his dongsaeng's arm. Yeosang felt a flash of annoyance and he pushed Hongjoong's hand off. The captain looked at him for a moment but didn't have the time to address Yeosang's behavior. He had no idea what this would do to the younger. Yeosang felt hurt that Hongjoong could just brush him aside like that like it was nothing. It was then that Yeosang began to truly believe that he would be better off not being an idol.

His thoughts did not get any better and he excused himself to the bathroom as soon as they were off stage, emptying the contents of his stomach, which actually wasn't a lot and made Yeosang feel more sick.

"We have to be back on stage!" Seongwha panicked as Yeosang went backstage again.

"Hyung, I can't. I feel sick" Yeosang told the oldest. Seongwha told him to go talk to the manager so he did and the man let Yeosang rest backstage. Yeosang was almost asleep when the other members came back to their waiting room.

"Why are you sitting here and being lazy while the rest of us were out there with our fans?!" Wooyoung wondered, hitting Yeosang with a pillow. The dancer finally had enough.

"Leave me alone Wooyoung" Yeosang pleaded. Wooyoung poked him again and Yeosang hit his hand harder than he meant to. Wooyoung retracted his hand, looking upset.

"Hey! Yeosang, it is not okay to hit your members. Apologize at once!" Hongjoong snapped. He was just as annoyed that Yeosang was resting when the rest of them didn't get that chance but he didn't know the full reason why Yeosang got to rest.

"No" Yeosang covered his eyes with one hand, blocking out the light. Hongjoong's mouth dropped open and in one quick movement, he had yeosang over his knee.

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"You do not talk to me like that, Yeosang! Apologize to Wooyoung and then go stand in the corner while we get changed!" Hongjoong ordered, letting Yeosang up.

"Fine! You know why I stayed backstage?! Because I fucking threw up, that's why! Because I felt so useless and out of place among you guys that it made me sick, are you happy now!? Your such a bitch!" Yeosang turned and walked out, leaving an awkward silence behind him.

"Oh shit" Hongjoong sat down on the couch, putting his head in his hands. Wooyoung nodded slowly; he could agree with that statement.

"I'll talk to him" Seongwha offered. Hongjoong stopped him and tried to stop Jongho too but the maknae slipped his grasp and went after Yeosang.

"Everyone go get changed so we can go home" Hongjoong ordered. No one argued and just did what he said. Soon they were leaving. Yeosang had taken a separate car back already and by the time the members got to their dorm, their resident prince was in bed and ignored his roommates.

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Hope you enjoy. I know this ended kind of suddenly so I apologize. Anyways, how do you guys like the new cover? 

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