I haven't felt right in weeks
I've been pushing people away
& pretending to focus on myself
so I go into the forest, for my mind
but gravity pushes me to the ground
and suddenly I'm sobbing on my knees
before I can even leave my bedside,
feeling as if I'm dying every time I stand,
wanting to fall unconscious every minute
& missing them to the point of incomprehension
my heart full of this hurt won't go away
but living with it seems impossible
& loving them again isn't as easy
like it once was
This hurt is for my new enchanted lover
to bury into the ground
and pretend to love me
like you once did
but they will pretend
until we are both in the dirt.
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The Muse Of Nature & Incomprehensible Torture (poetry & prose)
ŞiirThis collection of poetry and prose is all about my life, from the very beginning to very recently. It's a tale of my childhood, relationships of all kinds, all sorts of breakups, trauma, the ups and downs of being a teenage human, and the waves of...
