Oneshots

🌷 Depressive Mode

I can't bring myself to cry, so I made this. Enjoy.

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There are times, when you don't feel like doing things. Such a simple task like getting up from the bed, or making a small talk with your family.

There are times, when you feel like you want to cry, but feels too tired to do so.

Some people might find comfort in the crowd. In a room filled with people. A party, cafés, coffee shops. Where people chatters to their friends--never really includes you to their topic of conversation, strangers meeting with another strangers.

To others, a quiet room might feel too loud. For their thoughts to filled up the empty dark room, clouding their mind, weighing down their shoulders.

We put on our headphones to calm down the thoughts, a soft gesture to shush them out. Filling our head with some upbeat musics, hoping it would lift up the sadness that drowns us out. Only for it to make us pushed our faces down to the pillow, crying our eyes out, finally able to let out the heavy weight that's been tugging down on your chest.