Sneaky Link

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"I started smoking again". I said ashamed but honestly.

"I don't like that".  I felt a weight on my shoulders. Of course I understood where she was coming from but, fuck I don't know.

"I know I'm ashamed but I don't know why I do it. I mean it's just something I do. I stopped for a little but-" I paused to think.

"Why did you start again"? She asked her hand in my shoulder supprotingly.

"Uh I think it was the time Matthew and I fought or whatever".

Her face fell. Not literally off. Sorry I'm nervous let me shut up now.

"So because of me". I immediately shook my head. "No don't think that. Please".

"I just it was a lot and it helped".

"Have you done other things"? She asked her eyes now darting at me. I couldn't do anything but be honest. "Yeah weed. I think you know"?

"No I didn't fucking know Y/n". My head dropped. "Look at me". I shook my head. "Nah I don't wanna have this conversation right now". I stood up from the bed and headed to my bathroom. "Are you serious right now"? She walked behind me. "Y/n please".

"Yes I'm a fucking addict or I used to be it's nothing crazy just weird".

"I'm embarrassed about it. I want to get better I was better. It's not your fault though. I promise I chose to smoke weed or cigarettes. It's mostly cigarettes. That I can say it's mostly cigarettes". That seemed to ease a bit more. "I don't hate the cigarettes but I do hate the weed". I nodded understandingly.  "I get it. I do".

"Do you really?"

"I do miss eilish. Now I'm sorry I'll try but they're just too relaxing".

"I can think of something else than can relax you".

"Oh really?" I looked into her eyes and smiled. "I'll take that into consideration next time". My thumb was placed into her chin and I lifted up capturing her lips in mine. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you".

"Well you better be. Next time I won't act so nice".

"Oh you're all talk eilish. Blah blah blah". I joked as I played with her blonde hair. "Did I tell you today how gorgeous you look with that hair"?

"I see your ass trying to change the topic, you're not slick girl".

"Oh dang it she caught me guys".

"Girl go make me breakfast and I might be in a better mood".

"Yes mommy, sorry mommy, oh shit sorry I meant mommy".

I knew that would get a laugh out of her and for damn I was right.

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We were sat at my counter space slash diner table.
"Okay princess what am I cooking for you?" I stood at the other end of the table with my apron on. "Okay chef. I'd like an omelet with peppers and freshly squeezed orange juice".

"Yes ma'am". I quickly got the work. Grabbing all the necessities from the fridge and the oranges from table top. I cut up the oranges and started squeezing them out with a little net things that would catch any pulp or seeds. "I got to see the tour bus. I still would have liked to just drive from place to place but it's big so that makes up for it". She began to show me pictures and the whole bus was the size of a trailer.

"I think it's cute. I'm staying on that bunk right there. Looks real comfy".

"No there's a back room. Like for me you and sharky". I smiled at the thought of getting to spend months with her. "Salt and pepper okay?" I asked now mixing the eggs. "I can add other stuff if you'd like"? I questioned as I stopped mixing. I didn't get a response so looked up at her and she was just staring at me. "I love you". She stated.