Sneaky Link

Sneaky Link 50

I gasped as my body jolted up Looking around quickly i felt like I was in a new place.

"Hey hey. It's okay. You're okay".

"What happened"? Ellie's hand was placed on my chest stopping me from getting up like I wanted to. Quen, Sandy, Omar, Wyatt, and Brady surrounded me. "Did you black out. Dumbass". Brady shook his head. As Omar smacked his forehead. Harder than he expected I think.

"Actually it might have been my fault". Quen got surrounded by my friends. "No shit sorry I didn't do anything to her I just showed her this".

Then they saw exactly what I saw. I felt that pull in my stomach return.

"Oh". Is all anyone could muster. I just wanted to grab Billie and crawl into a dark dark space for at least a year. "I'm so sorry Y/n". Brady sat next to me. I had no words. "This is so stupid. It's insane. How did they even know where we were? I mean shit isn't the beach supposed to be private"? Omar kept complaining so Brady took him out.

"I just need to talk to Billie". Everyone agreed. I grabbed my phone and texted her.

Y/n- call me 💕

Billie - what do I do

I don't have the answer to that. But I can't just say that and I can't just lie and say nothing. She had to do something. Would she finally be able to let the world know about us?

I didn't mind either way. But still. The lack of privacy. The lack of safety and security. That was a weird feeling. The hate she would get that was infuriating. 

Y/n- whatever you do I'm here. If you choose to say we're just really really good friends I'll stand by that anything else I'll stand by it

Billie - I can't say that
Billie - there's nothing to do about it.
I can't change my hair color again

Y/n- exposing my dick is still an option

Billie - im not subjecting you to that

Y/n- I'm so sorry.

Billie - ill text you back Danny's calling me

Fuck man was she going to get scolded? I shut my eyes hoping that the darkness would suck me away and I would disappear and stop fucking up her life.

My hands gripped at my hair out of habit. My teeth were clenched. Not a single part of my body was relaxed.

Y/n- what can I do to help?
Y/n- I love you so very much and I'm so so sorry this is all happening because of me and my stupid birthday

Y/n- I can fly out tonight

Billie - I'm talking to my team to see what I can do?

They just aren't giving me any good ideas.

I love you

More than anything in the world

I could still feel my heart shake with happiness at the thought of her being in front of me and saying that. The softness in her voice. The strict need to let out her emotions. Every part of me wanted to hear her say that.