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DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder): used to be called multiple personality disorder. Someone diagnosed with DID may feel uncertain about their identity and who they are. They may feel the presence of other identities, each with their own names, voices, personal histories and mannerisms
Host: Clay- The main personality. Least confident, anxious and shy. Alts: •Dream- Online personality, mainly seen when recording.Protective, more confident and more preferable of the 4 alters.
•Leo- Animal alter: Puppy. Doesn't speak and expresses feelings through touch and actions.
•Asher- Child alter. Shy-ish, created to hide childhood traumatic experiences. Doesn't speak in clear sentences, is around 6 or 7.
•XD- Internal self-help alter. The most protective and there to take care of the other three alters and Clay. Basically a parent/ oldest sibling figure.
lol good request and bad title. Again.
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Dissociative Identity Disorder.
That's what Clay struggles with. He was diagnosed with it when he was around 11. The diagnosis was kind of pushed to the side, people thinking that the different alters and personalities he took on was just a part of his ADHD tendencies.
But when he was finally diagnosed, his mum and older sister made sure that everyone who would be around him understood what Clay was going through and to not judge him. Most of the people who were told respected that, and treated him basically the same, a part from helping him when it was needed.
George (Clay's boyfriend) and Sapnap/ Nick (One of his oldest online friends) also knew about his disorder. The two supported him fully, and as best they could; George from an online/ call perspective and Sapnap from a basically in real life perspective. Until George finally got his visa and was able to move to Orlando Florida.
Clay had four alts, and Clay himself was the host of these four alts.
The first alt was Dream. Dream was basically the alt people saw him with when he was recording. Clay would always try to record whenever he knew he had switched to Dream, which kind of explained a delay in videos. Clay much rather preferred to switch to Dream because he noticed that and had been told that Dream was more confident, but knew that he couldn't control or command his switches. And because of the tendencies of his other alters, nothing really triggered him to switch.
The second alt was Leo. Leo was an animal alter, that was shown as a puppy. The puppy alt never spoke in sentences, but instead expressed his feelings through physical touch and actions. This alt, as well as Clay, was one of George's favourites. He enjoyed the small touches that he got out of the alts actions.
