Broken Arrow of Fate (Broken Series #2)

Chapter 35

Idiot

Hindi ako dinalaw ng antok kinagabihan. Kahit pagod na pagod ang katawan at isip ko, hindi pa rin ako inaantok.

The reason is because of what Carlo said to me. I don't know if I should trust his words, I don't know if I should believe him.

It's my father, yes he planned to marry me off which made my twin sacrificed a lot, but he loves me.

He won't do what Carlo said, right? He can't do that because he knew I won't be happy with that.

I was contented with that thought, not until I remembered how much he wanted me to obey his plans for me to marry someone else. Even if it will ruin my freedom, even if it will make me sad and mad at him, he still wants me to do that.

So what Carlo said is really possible, it might be the real truth even if I don't want to believe it.

I love my father so much. I respected him with all my heart. So if he really did that to Carlo, I don't know how to react and face him.

Sa amin ng kakambal ko o kahit isama na si Kuya, ako ang pinakamalambing at malapit sa magulang namin. Hindi din ako masyadong sakit sa ulo nila, at ayaw na ayaw kong nagtatampo sa kanila, lalo na kay daddy.

Baka masermonan ko siya kapag nag-usap na kaming dalawa.

Carlo said dad told him to break our relationship. He doesn't want to do it, he ignored my father when he told him to break our relationship because the plan was to marry me to someone else. My father started controlling his family's business because he can't control Carlo. Sabi niya nagsimula lang maapektohan ang negosyo ng pamilya niya ng naging business partners ni dad ang Lolo niya, simula ng pumasok ang tatay ko sa buhay ng pamilya niya.

Dahan-dahan siyang lumalayo sa buhay ko noon, alam ko na wala siyang oras dahil sa duty, pero ramdam ko ang paglayo niya.

Hanggang sa pinili niya na lokohin ako para ako ang tumapos ng relasyon namin.

Bumalik man siya sa'kin, pero hindi rin nagtagal. Siya na din mismo ang bumitaw.

Ngayon hindi ko alam kung sisisihin ko pa ba si daddy sa nangyari, dahil para saan pa? Kung totoo nga na ginawa niyang kontrolin ang negosyo ng pamilya ni Carlo pati ang hospital kung saan siya nagta-trabaho, bakit ko pa siya sisisihin kung niloko pa rin ako ni Carlo?

He still cheated. And his truth won't change what I felt.

Those truths... what they can do to remove or even cover the fact that he cheated? None.

Kahit na sabihin niyang ayaw niyang siya ang tumapos ng relasyon namin, he could have do something else instead of cheating on me. Pwede namang i-ghost na lang niya ako o kaya ay gumawa ng ibang bagay na ikakatapos ng relasyon namin, pero pinili niyang gumamit ng babae para lang tapusin ang relasyon namin.

My father didn't tell him to cheat on me, I am sure of that. Desisyon ni Carlo 'yun at siya ang may kasalanan.

At the end of the day he still cheated. At the end of the day it's him who ruined us.

Pero kailangan ko pa ring maka-usap ang tatay ko, at kung totoong ginawa niya ang mga bagay na 'yun makakatikim talaga siya ng sermon sa'kin.

Kahit na tatay ko siya at mahal ko siya, kailangan pa rin niyang sabihin sa'kin ang totoo. Dahil mali pa rin na ginawa niya 'yun kung totoo nga ang mga sinasabi ni Carlo. Hindi pa rin tamang kinontrol ni daddy ang negosyo nila at kahit ang hospital kung saan siya palaging nagta-trabaho.