Broken Arrow of Fate (Broken Series #2)

Chapter 39

First

I looked at him and he looks so fucking serious. Why? Just why is he feeling this way to me?

Sa pagkakatanda ko, hindi naman talaga kami magkasundong dalawa. Naging maayos lang naman ang relasyon namin ng naging mag-kaibigan kami, actually hindi pa nga maayos e. Palagi pa rin kaming nagkakasagutan at nagtatalo. Pero ganon na talaga yata kaming dalawa.

Kaya paano? Paanong nagustuhan niya ako?

"Don't joke around, tsk. I knew you like someone else" I rolled my eyes and he grinned like how the devil grinned.

"it's you who I am talking about. It's always been you and you're too dense to notice that" he replied and I put down the dome, before I glared at him.

"Are you serious? Hindi ako naniniwala!" giit ko at tumingin din siya ng matalim sa'kin.

"Gusto kita." Seryosong sabi niya. "And I am serious about it, crazy lady"

No way. There is no way he is serious about it.

If he likes me, then why? There is no reason for him to like me when we don't even get along so well. Anong magugustuhan niya sa'kin?

"No way, Leon. Just no way" I left him inside while thinking of what he confessed.

Ang gulo talaga. Ako ba talaga 'yung gusto niyang babae na nasabi niya sa'kin noon? Ang tagal na nung nasabi niya sa'kin 'yun, sa New York pa. Don't tell me he still likes me until now.

And if he really still do like me, why is he confessing now? I am not even ready to be in a relationship and even if he's a pain in the ass I still appreciate him for being my friend. I don't want to ruin that.

"Fate" he spoke and i rolled my eyes as I looked back at him.

"Why do you like me, Leon? Why me? We don't even treat each other well, so how?" I seriously asked and he sighed.

"Whenever I am thinking on why the hell I like a big mess like you, I can't think of a certain reason on why. I can't think how. But I just suddenly felt it. I told you, I don't fell easily, but I can risk this to you. I can risk this for you" he sincerely stated and I sighed.

"You're willing to risk our messy friendship just because of your feelings?" I asked him and he sighed again.

"I can't lose you, but I knew when to risk my chances for you" he replied and chuckled without humor. "I don't really think I can ignore this chance to take a risk. As you said, I am a big risk taker, I won't risk when I knew I will lose you" he added and I looked at him.

He is really damn serious, he don't even want to look away when I stared seriously at him.

"I am not ready for a romantic relationship with anyone. I am not ready" I replied and he nodded. "You might want to like someone else who is ready to be in a relationship with you"

"Crazy lady, I am not asking for a relationship yet. Yes, I confessed. But I can wait. I will wait until you are ready to date me. I will wait until you are ready to treat me romantically, even if you will still be the same mess that made my head ache" he chuckled. "I confessed because I want you to know that I am taking the risk here, if you're ready then I am ready. If you are not ready yet, then we'll continue treating each other the way we use to. We'll continue being the cause of headache to each other" he added and I groaned in frustration.

Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko sa kanya. Alam ko din namang hindi magbabago ang isip niya, lalo na kung ganito siya ka-seryoso.

"I am rejecting your feelings now, Leon" I ruthlessly spoke and he chuckled.