On His Roster (Aviación #1) Completed

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Choices

Hindi ko na inisip na nakakahiyang magwala at umiyak dahil sa sobrang pagdadamdam. Nang ipinaliwanag niya sa akin ang lahat tungkol sa asawa niya ay wala akong ibang ginawa kundi ang masaktan at maiyak para sa kaniya.

Di alintana kung anong tama o maling gawin sa sitwasyon naming dalawa. Halos buong gabi ko siyang niyakap ng mahigpit habang hindi natigil sa kakaiyak.

Sinagot niya ang mga katanungan ko at naliwanagan ako. Ito ba ang sinasabi niya sa akin noon na ex niyang nag dulot sa kaniya ng sobrang trauma.

Hindi ko masabi sa kaniya na ayaw ko na. Wala akong nagawa kundi ang umiyak sa kaniyang harapan.

He's still got an ongoing divorce, ginagawan naman nila ng paraan at tumutulong din sa kaniya sila Fabio.

We are still together. Hindi na nga lang ako nakakapunta sa kaniyang apartment kasi hindi ko pa rin kaya na manatili roon matapos kong malaman na bahay din iyon ni Caren.

We kind of stopped talking to each other for a bit, but we're trying to rebuild our relationship and find a way to feel comfortable spending time together again.

I arrived at his floor just as his mother was getting ready to go. Nabigla siyang makita ako and I could see that her expression soured when she realized It wasn't his legal wife but rather me.

I now see why his mother feels that way about me. She likes her in-laws to be lawyers, and I'm not that. She is not impressed with me.

Tumalikod ako at aalis nalang sana but Cello yelled my name out of nowhere and came up to me, asking me to have a quick conversation.

"Good day—"

"Skip the pleasantries you're not at work and i am not your passenger," singit niya.

Tumabi ako at humarap sa kaniya naghihintay nalang sa kung anong ibabato sa akin. Alam ko at tanggap ko naman na hindi niya ako gusto at wala akong magagawa roon.

"I don't want him to divorce his wife but i care more about my son's welfare. I am aware that you've already met Caren. My son is married. I'm trying to understand what it is that people find amusing about you, but I can't totally commit to the idea that there will be a child involved—he might be the father."

I have no doubt that she means well. Tanggap ko ang lahat ng gusto niya and I can't criticize her for wanting what's best her son.

Even though I am aware that hearing this would be upsetting ay mas pinili kong maging bukas sa usapan para maintindihan kung saan siya nanggagaling.

"My hope for Herve and Caren to fix their marriage was motivated by my grandchildren and everyone is aware that a boy should live in a complete family with his father."

Iniisip niya ang buhay ng kaniyang apo. Kapag tuluyan nga silang maghiwalay ay ibig sabihin din ay malalayo ang bata kay Herve.

Ayaw niyang mangyari ito sa mga apo niya at tama nga naman na sana at kung pwede ay gagawin ang lahat para hindi na maulit sa bagong generation ang mga pagkukulang dati.

I smiled at her genuinely. "I understand," wala akong masabi kaya tumango nalang. Hindi ko naman kailangan na ipagtanggol ang sarili ko at ipilit sa kaniya na magusuthan ako.

"Don't worry i am not here to ruin anything and i am definitely not trying to mess with your son's plan about his child."

"I stopped by to check on him, but he's not at his apartment. I should go since I know he will be okay since you're already here. It's not necessary to let him know that his mother was here. I'll just stop by next time when he's not busy,"