What a fucking fucker. A dirty liar. A stupid dumbass. A gorgeous bastard.
He said he wouldn't leave— he swore— swore!
I'm terrified, worried, angry out of my mind. Where is he? where are you, Han freaking Jisung?
"I swear I'll break your fucking legs once I see you." I mutter, hitting my head with my sweaty palms exasperatedly.
I'd say he's an ugly prick, because liars are ugly, but that would make me ugly too.
Promises are meant to break. Sure. Of course. Of fucking course!
Couldn't he leave at the start? way before I got attached to his annoying ass?
Oh, but he did. Right! how many times is he going to run away? from me? what did I even do?
Countless reflections bite the inside of my brain, a minuscule particle of it getting chopped off whenever I see an image.
That stupid face of his I want to kiss—not on the mouth, 'cause it's full of filthy lies— God!
It's already bloody Saturday, and I have to spend the weekend alone.
Fuck that, I'll be spending my whole life alone. Just because he couldn't handle a little bit of scolding. And they call me soft!
I huff in a very annoyed manner, almost growling at myself for behaving like a little kid throwing a tantrum inside a toy store.
Doongie, too, his food is still patiently waiting to be eaten. I almost ate it for him, just to see the granules disappear one by one.
I've lost my sanity, and it's only been one day. One freaking day.
Two without Doongie.
Who's the next one? Hyunjin?
To be fair, I'd be more than happy to get a long break from him. He can't stop talking.
Kim Seungmin this, Kim Seungmin that, Seungmin, Seungmin, Seungfuckingmin.
At this point, I know Kim's whole family tree, his whole life, and I'm certain I can imagine his voice too.
'Go and suck his ass and leave me the hell alone, Hwang.' is what I want to say, but something's holding me back.
Desperate to calm down, I pinch my skin hard enough to leave an insignificant mark for a while.
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strangers by the shore ♒︎ minsung
Mystery / Thriller★ "my time's up." ⭐︎ or, lee minho's life is a chaotic mess. that is until he finds a rather cute stranger with a similar fate. ★ [DO read the note]