Remembrance ; Levi

C. 21 | Hell

It's been weeks now.

'I still can't believe it.'

'Since when was Lev seeing Hana, though?'

'Why didn't I know?'

'Why doesn't anyone else know that they're dating?'

You shut your tired eyes as you lay uncomfortably in your warm bed. It was dead night time.

It seemed as if everyone except you were sleeping comfortably in their bed. But you were still awake and thinking.

'There's too much on my mind.'

You flipped over. You could see the moonlight seeping through the window, creating a cool effect in the air.

You clutched your bunny in your hand. "Hey..." You softly whispered to it. "Do you think he tells her 'I love you' every night?"

"I would do that." You added softly. Snuggling into your covers, you tell him, "I would tell him 'I love you' every night."

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"(Y/N)!" An angry Levi slammed his hands down on the table. Right in-front of you.

You ignored him, and turned to Mikasa. "Hey, hey. Where's Eren?" You asked. Mikasa, who didn't like Levi, also ignored him.

"I'm sure he's out somewhere." She answered.

'Stupid Levi. You didn't tell me you were dating Hana. I made a fool out of myself.'

You felt an arm pulling you up. You struggled to get on your feet. "What?" You snapped, yanking your arm back.

Levi grabbed your arm again, and practically yanked you to the hallway, making his way down to his room.

He threw you into the room, and you stumbled back. "What are you doing?!" You asked.

Levi approached you, his expression dangerous. "...why are you ignoring your superior?"

You didn't meet his eyes.

"(Y/N)." He said, his voice low. You faltered.

"Why...didn't you tell me you were dating Hana?"

Levi looked fully surprised. "What? I-"

"I didn't need to see you two kissing to know. I wanted to hear it from you." You grit your teeth, your hands balled up in fists.

"Hold on- that's not what-!"

"Then tell me! Why did she kiss you? Why...did she tell me me she used me to get close to you!" You burst out.

Levi's eyes widened. "She...what?" He looked genuinely confused.

You bitterly gave him a look. "(Y/N). You cannot just believe that..." Levi said, taking a step towards you.

"I don't know what to believe anymore." You spat.

He was suddenly close to you, and took both of your hands and pinned it above your head. Luckily for him, you knees buckled, and you fell to the floor.

"Listen to me..." He growled.

You stared at him challengingly.

He sighed, his grip on your wrists lessened, and he brought his face closer. "Are you jealous?"

You burned red at his words. "Jealous?" You repeated.

He stared into your eyes.

"O-of course not." You replied, stating straight into his dark eyes.

"Then why would you just rush in, screaming your head off about how I didn't tell you about how Hana and I were dating?"

"Which is not true, by the way. Don't believe all the rumors, you idiot." He added.

Your eyes widened. "You're not..? But...! You kissed!"

Levi's eyes narrowed. "We did no such thing. Now get back on topic."

Your arms were starting to get tired. "Can you let go now?" You asked, exasperatedly looking above at your hands.

And in one smooth motion, Levi stood up, and leaned down, his hands still pinning your wrists.

His lips slammed against yours, making your teeth feel slight pain.

Your eyes opened, and you immediately stopped struggling. He moved back, looking down at you. He let go of your wrists, and you arms surrendered to gravity.

You touched your lips. And on reflex, your hand reached out, and slapped his cheek, before giving a huff and running out the room.

Your face was burning, and your hand was throbbing.

'My dream kiss...'