Remembrance ; Levi

C. 22 | Bunny

You were sitting in your room, curled up in the corner- gripping Mr. Bunny tightly in your hands. Your head rested against the hard wall.

Your hand trailed down your leg. 'Goosebumps...'

'Oh god...what happened right then...'

You slapped your pale hands to your flushed cheeks, trying to hide the blush.

What has he done?' You furiously shake your head, trying to get the feel of his soft lips out of your mind.

'Lev...You're going to pay for making yourself stuck in my head.'

You lowered your head back into your arms, your ears burning and bright red. 'But first let me compose myself.'

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"Hanji!" You hissed, nearly causing her to hit you automatically.

You winced, her fist inches away from your face. "Could you maybe bring me...dinner?" You asked.

"Ah! (Y/N)! I was just about to invite you to eat with us!" Her arm falls back at her side.

"No. No no no, I'm good. Really."

Hanji peers at you. "Did something happen?" She asked.

You turn you face away, trying to hide all evidence. "No." You managed to mutter.

"Ohh?"

"Really! It was nothing. Nothing happened," you profusely denied it.

She raised her eyebrow, and her face grew closer. "Perhaps something with...Levi?" She asked, slyly.

You avoided her eye contact. "It's nothing! And it definitely doesn't have anything to do with Levi!" You added, just before closing the door.

You reopened it again after one second to confirm the fact you were going to eat.

"So...bring dinner to me?" You asked Hanji, meekly.

She shook her head. "Don't become a hermit, (Y/N)! Come eat."

She tugged you out of your room, and you were dragged to the dining hall with her.

'I don't want to be in here.'

You thought, as you grabbed your food, and was plopped down at a table by Hanji.

'I wish I could just...disappear right now.'

'This is all your fault, Levi! Why'd you kiss me? Why!?'

"Um, (Y/N)?"

You raised your head, startled by Hanji's voice. She pointed at your potato.

You glanced down. Somehow, in your thoughts, you had grabbed your soup spoon and stabbed the potato a few times.

"Ah..."

You gently set the spoon back. "Sorry." You smiled. She grinned. "It's okay. Just let it out."

"I did. And this potato is the proof of that." You felt a smile tug on your lips.

You stiffened when you noticed a short figure taking a seat- in front of you.

"Oh! Levi-heichou."

You grimaced, and tried to finish your food more quickly.

'Dammit, did they give me more soup today than yesterday?!' You furiously gulp down your soup.

Levi wordlessly ate. His silence made you nervous.

'Almost...done...'

You took the last drop with joy. 'Now I've got a big, fat, and pierced potato.'

'Sasha!'

You stood up, the potato in your hands. "Sasha!" You instantly found her- sitting near Mikasa, Eren, and Armin.

"...(Y/N)?" Mikasa looked at you while you gave your potato to Sasha. Her face lit up for a second before noticing how stabbed it was.

But she grabbed it anyway.

"(Y/N)."

"Eren!" You grinned, and gave him a big hug. He spluttered in your embrace. "What are you doing? Let go, let go!"

And so you did- very reluctantly. You greeted Armin with a big smile, before returning back to your seat.

"Right. I'll be leaving now." You gave them a nod, and picked up your tray.

Right after you had dumped and was ready to return to your room, you were stopped by Hanji.

"Sit with us for a little bit, (Y/N)!" She held up a bottle of alcohol.

"Ah...no, I'm good. Really." Your eyes widened at the sight of the drink, and you saw Levi's eyes widen ever-so-slightly, too.

"I'll be...leaving now."

And you fled the room- but not before hearing Hanji ask Levi- "what did you do to (Y/N)?"

You didn't hear his answer.

As you closed your room's door behind you, you say on your bed, and picked up your bunny.

"Mr. Bunny." You held him up to your eye-level. "This is one-on-one talk here. Just you and me."

You stopped, and sighed- right before slumping against the wall.

"What am I doing, talking to a stuffed animal..."

You sighed, and poked your head out in the halls.

"Mikasa! Hanji!"

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"So hypothetically speaking- what if someone I really really like and possibly even love kissed me...ruining my ideal first kiss and-"

"...Eren?" Mikasa tilted her head.

"No, it's not Eren. And we're hypothetically speaking, here!"

You looked at her, thoughts flitting across your mind. "What do I...do?" You weakly asked.

"So that's how it is!" Hanji exclaimed, clapping your back. "How what is? Hey- Hanji!?" You watch her hand twist the doorknob.

She gave you a cheeky smile, and you could now clearly see the fact that Hanji had been drinking.

"I know you'll do fine," she reassured you, before the door shut with a click.

"Damn you, Hanji...help me out, here." You muttered.

"But..." Mikasa looked at the closed door, before meeting your eyes. "I don't see a problem. If he likes you- and you like him..."

She trailed off.

"I'm just making everything more complicated, huh?" You muttered.