"Sweetie.."
"Hon.."
"..wake up..." I slowly open my eyes and find Zav watching me.
"Good morning" inaantok kong niyakap ang unan at hindi ito pinansin. I'm too sleepy right now.
"Sweetie get up, aalis tayo ngayon remember?" Mas niyakap ko ang unan and pretended na hindi ito naririnig.
"Sweetie-"
"5 more minutes.." I said in sleepy tone. I didn't hear her response. When just I thought na umalis na ito I felt her cold hands moves under my pjs.
I tried so hard to open my eyes para lang tingnan ito. Slowly, I felt her unbuttoning my clothes.
"Z-za-v n-no.." I looked at her when she went on top of me. She was grinning like a child who had done something naughty.
"5 more minutes?" I rolled my eyes at her.
"I'm awake, alis na" she just shook her head at mas lumapit sa akin, habang kamay nito kung saan saan na napupunta.
"Where's my morning kiss?" Matagal ko siyang tinitigan. I can't get used to her eyes really. She just too beautiful..
I averted my eyes, feeling embarrassed all of the sudden. I panicked when I felt her pinning both of my hands just right to the side of my head.
Before I knew it I found myself returning her kisses with the same intensity. We only stop when we're both out of breath.
Naghahabol hininga akong tumingin sa mga mata niya when I felt her hand gently
touching my cheek.
"Where is my Good Morning?" She smiled, a gentle.
"G-good Morning.." I said, almost in a whisper.
"Sweetie, let just canc-"
"Zav, listen."
"Look, maayos na ako" umikot pa ako sa harap niya ngayon. Habang nakaupo ito sa bed.
"Let me see" maingat niyang hila sa akin palapit sa kanya. She unbotton my sleeves enough to see my wound in my chest. I mean hindi pa ito fully healed pero they're in good condition na like what her cousin Dwyer said.
Kagagaling nga lang namin kahapon don para ipacheck ito. It's just, zav as worrywart person, halos dalawang beses ata kaming pumupunta kay Dwyer every week para icheck ang sugat ko. Kahit ang pinsan nito ay na-uurat na sa mukha ng pinsan nito.
"They're not fully healed, sweetie.." maingat niya pinada-usdos ang daliri sa balat ko at tumingin sa akin. Punong puno ng pag-aalala ang mga mata niya ngayon. She's been like this after what happened to me. I noticed how she became more attentive to me. Nag worry agad ito kahit mawala lang ako sa paningin nito ng matagal.
I'm not questioning what her doing towards me, nag aalala lang ako rito dahil napapansin kung hindi nito ina-alagaan ang sarili niya, but instead she's more focused to me.
Kaya nga mas inaalagaan ko ang sarili ngayon, para ma-alagaan ko rin siya.
Ayaw kong pati ito ay mag kasakit. Though, it's impossible for her, pero hindi ko pa rin maiwasang mag-alala sa kanya.
"Zav" I coped both of her cheek to make her look straight to my eyes. Her eyes that I've always love about her. How those eyes looked at me. How those eyes shown me that she loves me more than anyone else.
