Part 64

409 12 15
                                    

"Can't you just stay longer"

"I wish" I hugged Aryan firmly, we were dropping him off at the airport and I wished nothing more than for him to stay forever

He said his goodbyes to my family until it was the two of us again, Tanner had dragged Walker with him to the bathroom and my parents and Leena went to get Aryan some snacks since we didn't pack anything for the flight

"I'm gonna miss you so much" Aryan looked around, we were in a quiet and peaceful corner where no one could really see us. He brushed a piece of hair behind my hair and left his hand on my cheek

"I'm gonna miss you too Sunshine, so much" he kissed me and I did not want to pull away but I eventually had to since we didn't want to get caught doing anything like this, Leena was still the only person who knew about this and I wanted it to stay like that

"Go at home next time Tanner it smelled like literal shit there"

Aryan says his finale goodbyes hugging all of us before getting on the plane

My heart scrunched up a little seeing him leave, saying goodbyes had always hurt but it being your boyfriend just hit so different somehow

"It's gonna be okay bels" Leena whispered rubbing a hand on my back

"Yeah I know"

"You gotta see it the positive way the next time you're going to see him you might not even have crutches anymore" my sister smiled at me

"We're going to the Hulu carpet thing next month, like a week and a half before I get my cast off" I shake my head 

"It feels like you've had this for like ever man what's happening"

"2 months I think, I'm not exactly sure though"

"Please please let Aryan be the one. He's cool, not like Jason" she scrunched her face a little as she finished the sentence, I really hoped that too. It felt like it, like Aryan is the one, my forever. But then again I'm only 15 and I'm scared shitless about the future. Leena walked a little faster to catch up with Walker

"Yeah" I mutter silently "Dad" my father turns and looks at me as I catch up to him while the others keep walking  "I want to do it, I want to release a single" he smiles widely at me

"You're sure ?"

"Yes I mean it can't hurt right ? I'll release a song if it's good, good if not...-" I shrug slightly "then it's not I mean it's not that big of a deal"

"That's great bells, you know I have already looked up a few producers and people"

"Of course you have" I laugh

✨✨

I spent a lot of time choosing the single after that, then perfecting it lyrics-wise and then playing it to the producer and fixing the wrongs

I couldn't have guessed how long producing a song takes after writing it. I spent most of my free time at the studio, we worked on more than the one song but mainly focused on it

Things with Aryan were going great, while long distance sucked we made it work for the best. We still hadn't told anyone other than Leena and we actually told Neisha too (well she found it out herself we just confirmed it)

The Hulu event was coming up next week which meant I was going to see Aryan and we were gonna be on the carpet together, with Walker but who cares about him

The babysitters-club hadn't started filming yet and not all actors had been announced yet, I found out about 2 of my main co-stars, Sophie Grace was the first one, she was a girl a few years older than me playing Kristy Thomas. The other girl was Xochitl Gomez, playing Dawn Schafer, she too was a few years older than me and I had already seen her in some show I think

Everything felt perfect at the moment like maybe everything has finally fallen into place

"Oh you look so beautiful" I spin in the dress as good as I can with the crutches showing it off to my mother

"I love it, but I don't think this will work with the crutches" I sigh seeing as I was slipping every second step I took cause of the long skirt

"Oh I love this one even more you look like a princess"

I finally decided on a royal blue high low dress, I had matched the colour with Aryan after he got his suit so we could be coincidentally matching

I had walked a few rounds around the shop to make sure I wouldn't slip since the back of the dress was going well over the floor but the front going somewhere between my tights and knees made it quite easy to walk

Authors note:
Help I'm in a writing slump and it's killing me 😔😭
Bare with me I don't like this chapter but it'll get better
Well I still hope you enjoyed this 🫶🪻

Authors note:Help I'm in a writing slump and it's killing me 😔😭Bare with me I don't like this chapter but it'll get better Well I still hope you enjoyed this 🫶🪻

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

This is kind of the dress, I didn't find anything I really envisioned but this is close enough I guess

Sunshine, Starlight | Aryan Simhadri Where stories live. Discover now