Sunshine, Starlight | Aryan Simhadri

Part 107

I let the warm water run over my body, closing my eyes and holding my breath

This night had been so confusing, especially because I couldn't remember half of it

"Hurry up Belle" I heard Walker knocking on the door, I got out of the shower and threw on a short pair of pyjama pants, a blue top and one of Aryans hoodies since I felt cold after leaving the warm shower

I brushed my hair but decided to see what I would do with it later and sat on my bed since I felt a little dizzy, I looked around the room trying to spot my phone but I couldn't find it

I wanted to wait for Walker to get out before I left but man that boy takes his sweet time, so I just grabbed a little piece of paper and wrote on it

I'm in Aryans room :) I was waiting for you to come out but you take too long and I got bored :/ good night walk walk love you <3

I left the note on his bed, put my slippers on and left the room, Aryans was in the room to our left. No, I mean to the right.

I left our room and knocked on the one to our right, Aryan opened it a little later dripping with wet hair

"Woah, I like your hair when it's wet" he smiled a little and let me into the room closing the door behind himself "do you have my phone ? I think I lost it"

"Oh yeah, I have it, didn't really trust you with your phone"

"Why ?" He smiled at me and shook his head

"You're still a little.... Not you"

"I am completely me, more than ever" I stuck my arms around and turned accidentally knocking something from the counter down to the floor "oh, sorry, I'm sorry"

"It's okay Belle" I watched him pick the book up and place it back on the counter "how are you feeling ?"

"I'm good, I'm really happy life is just so great-" sudden nausea took that greatness away immediately and I rushed to the bathroom

"Yeah, totally great" Aryan muttered holding my hair out of my face again and caressing my back slowly, I saw that he had braided my hair (which he did really great)

I sat there a little longer before Aryan guided me to his bed, he helped me under the blanket and plugged my phone in, he then grabbed his phone and started walking towards the door

"Where are you going ?" I asked, he turned to me

"I just have to call someone real quick, I'll be right back" he left the room closing the door behind him and leaving me just staring at it. I watched the door patiently waiting for him to come inside wondering what was so important that he had to leave the room and couldn't talk with me here

He came back a few minutes later, putting his phone aside and closing the big lamp leaving only the small one beside his bed open

"You're still awake ?" I nodded, my eyes still lingering on him "get some sleep Belle, when you wake up this should all be over" he got in the bed too and cuddled up to me as I slowly fell asleep in Aryans arms

I opened my eyes and immediately spotted Aryan, he didn't look like he slept much the night, the whole night was a single blur to me.

I moved my head a little and Aryan immediately opened his eyes, looking around and looking at me

"Good morning" I whispered

"Good morning" he looked over my face a bit, his eyes searching for something "how are you feeling ?"

"Confused, why don't I remember half of last night and why do you look like you didn't sleep all night"

"You're not feeling strangely over happy ?"

"No?" He smiled at me

"I never thought I'd be so glad to hear that" I frowned, he was just confusing me more right now "Okay let's answer the easy question first then, I look like I didn't sleep because I didn't. You were throwing up, you were breathing slow and your heart was breathing slow, who knows what could've happened to you"

"You saw me throwing up ?" I scrunched my face at the thought

"More than once"

"Is there a reason I can't remember shit from last night ?"

"There is a reason" he nodded carefully "you might've been drugged"

"I- huh ?"

"Hear me out, this is not your fault. You didn't know"

"How could I have been drugged ?"

"Remember when you drank from that James' glass yesterday" I felt the guilt rise in my body immediately "Belle" he drugged me ? All that happened because I wanted to make Aryan a little jealous ?! "Belle" I looked into his eyes "it's not your fault"

"I just- I didn't know. I just wanted-" that felt like strong information, I had just been drugged because of some stupid game ?

"Belle, please" I closed my eyes trying to push the thoughts away

"Well you don't get to feel bad either Aryan" I muttered, he met my eyes and I could so easily read them, he was feeling bad. He was blaming himself for this. I lightly brushed a finger over the wound just above his eyebrow "I'm sorry" it came out as a breath more than a whisper

"Don't apologise"

"I was acting stupid"

"I provoked it"

"Well you didn't mean for me to go and get drugged"

"Were you meaning to get drugged ?"

"No ?"

"See, it's that dicks fault not yours" I smiled a little while I was screaming on the inside

How was I creating so many problems suddenly ? I was just harming everyone around me.
I probably ruined Charlie's birthday... Charlie.

"What happened to the party ?" I asked, I wasn't sure if I wanted the answer but I couldn't go on not knowing. I probably owed him an apology

"Nothing, the party went on. We took it outside, called the police a few blocks down. James was in jail last thing I know"

"Charlie doesn't know ?"

"No. We didn't want to ruin his night cause of some asshole" my eyes kept wandering from his wounds to his eyes

"Did you disinfect it ?"

"Yeah" he nodded "I mean, I tried. You were a much better nurse though"

"You shouldn't be needing a nurse. Stop getting into fights" I laughed a little

"I'll always fight for you my love" I bit my teeth to prevent the smile I felt actually appear on my face and turned my head a little

"You know, you look really cute when you blush" he gently turned my head back to face him "you always look really cute, but I love to see your cheeks red like that" I rolled my eyes smiling a little when my phone started ringing

I reached to grab it and found Darcy calling me, she usually texted me before calling. I accepted the call and put it on loud

"Hey Darcy, what's up ?"

"Belle ?" Her voice sounded shaky and weak and made every hair on my body stand u u klkke