Sunshine, Starlight | Aryan Simhadri

Part 88

"Why do you leave your door open ?"Aryan asked coming into the room and locking the door behind him "that's like really dangerous"

"I'm so exhausted I want to cry"

"Well you can sleep now, that's good"

"I wish, I have a shit ton of make up on that needs to get oof my face"

"Oh geez"

"I just need a minute" I whispered feeling my eyes getting heavier. Then I felt something on my face and flinched a little "what are you doing ?"

"Helping you" he was wiping my face with a cotton pad, with my micellar water, he was really gentle with it and I could not pull my eyes away from him once while he did that

"I love you so so much Aryan you don't even understand" I mutter quietly

"I love you so much more my sunshine"

We cuddled up in my bed afterwards, my head resting on his chest and his arms wrapped around me

I was fighting sleep very hard, I didn't want to sleep and miss out on any second I had with Aryan

"Are you still awake ?" I hummed in response "we hit 2 months yesterday you know?" I smiled and hummed again in an agreeing tone since I didn't have the strength to talk anymore "alright I'll let you get to sleep, good night, I love you"

As much as I wanted to I couldn't avoid the sleep getting to me, I was exhausted and felt so comfortable and warm where I was that I fell asleep seconds later

I woke up feeling a hand gently brush over my hair and quiet noises from what I assumed was a phone

I yawned but didn't move, I opened my eyes and just looked out the window in my room, summer was coming. Birds were singing and I saw the sun shining outside brightly

"Good morning sunshine" Aryan whispered

"Morning"

"Feeling better ?"

"Wait" I turned to look at him and smiled a little "now I am" he grinned and placed a kiss on my forehead brushing a piece of hair out of my face

"I missed you so so much Belle"

"Don't get too used to it I'm leaving-" he interrupted me with a kiss

"Let's not talk about you leaving yet"

"What time is it ?"

"10:25"

"No Walker yet ?"

"I told them to go ahead with breakfast, said I'd wait for you to wake up" I laughed a little

"That's good. I don't want to get up yet" he put his phone aside and tightened his arms around me

"I can't wait for season 2 filming to start. Then we'll be together everyday"

"Me neither. I haven't seen everyone in so long either, I mean I talked to them on the phone but it's not the same. And I hate that I'm missing the first few months of season two"

"Yeah me too" he shook his head a bit still playing with my hair

"I'm dropping the single for my EP on Friday" his movement stopped and he just looked at me a grin growing in his face

"Shut up"

"Yep. But it's a secret so don't tell anyone"

"You are so incredible do you know that ?"

"I try my best" I grinned "Hey, how was Mckennas prom ? I don't think you've told me anything about it"

"Haven't I ? That's weird"

"Yeah, last time the subject kinda changed. So tell me"

"Well it was fun, really fun, but nothing that important" I frowned a little feeling fear rising inside me

"Did something happen ? Why are you avoiding talking about it ?"

"I'm not avoiding it"

"Well you're not saying anything" I sat up and looked at him "Aryan did something happen ?"

"No ! Of course not. I love you Belle, I really really love you and couldn't see myself loving anyone else, or even liking anyone else. Why would you assume that ? You know I'm not like that. Don't you ?" I turned away from him just taking a few breaths feeling my eyes burning up with tears

I know he would never. I know Aryan. I trust Aryan. How could I even think things like that ? What is wrong with me ? What was I doing ?

"Belle" I pulled my arm away when I felt his touch, taking a moment longer to process before turning back to him shaking my head a bit

"I know. I do and I- I trust you, Aryan I don't- I don't know why I-, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I know you wouldn't-" He caught the tear that fell from the corner of my eye and pulled me into a hug "I'm so sorry"

"You're fine" we stayed liked that for a bit while I was gathering my thoughts silently

"I guess the cheating might've effected me more than I thought"

"Yeah" I couldn't see his face and in that moment I was really glad I couldn't because I don't think I would be able to face him right now

"I love you Aryan and I trust you, I do, I really really do. I'm so sorry I don't know why I did that" he lifted my face gently forcing me to look at him

"It's okay. But I need you to know that nothing happened between Mckenna and me"

"I know" and while we went back to normal conversations and all that I felt the vibe change. If I had actually just ruined the one good thing I had I think I would go spiralling

He left to change in his room after a while, I put on a pair of pants and a white t-shirt, opened my bun leaving my hair open and put my necklace and earrings on, I looked around the room to find my bracelet I had taken off while getting ready yesterday panicking a little when I couldn't find it

I couldn't take my mind off what just happened, I felt terrible. I couldn't believe where that came from either, I trusted Aryan I told the girls about how it wasn't a big deal and I knew for certain that it hadn't even crossed my mind until I read all those comments

I eventually found the Aryan friendship bracelet, put on my slippers and went out of my room seeing Aryan waiting for me

We went downstairs into the cafeteria and joined Walker and Leah who were laughing at something on Leah's phone

"Look who came back to the land of living" Walker joked looking at me

"You wouldn't even have survived the day yesterday if it would've been you" I rolled my eyes back at him

"Breakfast is open until like 12 am I think, it's kind of a brunch not a breakfast at this point"

"I'm not really hungry right now, you go ahead"

"I'm going for seconds, they make great pancakes here" Walker said grabbing his plate and getting up

"It's more like thirds" Leah commented as the two boys walked off "hey is everything okay ?"

"What ? Of course. Why wouldn't it be ?"

"I don't know, you two just seemed a little different than normal"

"No, everything is great" I nodded smiling, she was still eyeing me "I think I messed up big time Leah"

Authors note:
Whoopsis how did that happen now ? 😬
Weird vibe ? What's going on with my babies here 😥
Anyways, get yourself a man who removes your make up when you're too exhausted it's a game changer fr 💪