"Knock knock."
She says as she gives the door a few knocks before she enters the guest house with a creme white Stanley cup in her hand and a navy blue yoga attire in her gorgeous post partum body and everything, thick lower, half slim waist and beautifully gifted breasts with clear skin and gorgeous eyes and this ever lasting smile on her face and I know for sure that there's alcohol inside of the cup she's drinking out off.
"Morning."
She chirpily greets as she stands In the living room and she places one hand on her hip and she gives me a small smile.
"Morning."
I greet back as I rub my eyes and I fold my gown over my chest and I look at her.
"Your not a Morning person aren't you ?"
"No, not at all... I usually just sleep the rest of the morning."
I tell her as I give her a tired smile hoping that she catches on to the fact that I don't want her here.
I know that this is technically her house but... this is also my space now.
"Well I don't care... we're going for reformer palates in thirty minutes."
She says as she brings her cup closer to her lips and she takes a sip.
"You do do palates do you not ?"
She asks like its taboo that she might think I don't.
She's undermining me.
"I do."
"Perfect, then that means that you'll recover quickly post op then, the more exercises you engage in the quicker your body is most likely to snap back into shape after any form of trauma that it goes through whether child birth or surgery, and speaking of... when do you plan on going to see your doctor ?"
She asks now in her micro managing persona, she's does this a lot too, and it's very annoying.
"I'm not sure i haven't decided."
I tell her and she stares at me for a few moments like I've just shocked her before she looks away from me.
"You do know that now that your here there's nothing holding you back from doing the surgery, your not alone anymore."
She says to me as she holds the cup at the side of her hip as the ice from inside rustle's inside of it.
"I know... I am just not ready yet..."
I tell her honestly as I grab my gown tighter now.
"Letho is going to be okay, if that's what your afraid off."
I'm not afraid of that, I think she's proved just how much she cares about him, i am just afraid of not being able to get my life back to normal after everything, I am afraid of not being able to keep my son, she's already made it pretty clear that Siyas not going to let me leave again with Letho and I am afraid that I won't get to have the freedom that I have with him now ever again, so for now prolonging the surgery while I think of a plan to free my son and I from these people once everything is done seems like the best option but I can't tell her that because she's officially one of the Gumede puppets now.
"Yeah I know...it's just me, the thought of surgery makes me nervous."
I tell her and she gives me a slight nod before sipping from her cup and swats a hand at me.
"You'll be okay, there's nothing to be afraid of, if there's something that money can buy is extremely good Healthcare and trust me our medical team is one of the best in the world, so you have nothing to worry about, you'll be in safe hands."
She says before I give her a small nod as she puts her cup down on the coffee table and she goes to open the sliding door and the curtains and she looks at me again.
"Jabu is fetching your breakfast and Lilly is going to be picking Letho up in a few minutes I've organized some swimming lessons for him and the boys later this morning."
"You signed my son up for swimming lessons without my consent ?"
"I got consent from Siya."
She says like she didn't just do what she did and she sees nothing wrong with it same as assigning their medical team to my case like I am incapable of making my own decisions.
