KABOENTLE
I Sit in the waiting room and I stare out by the window as the trees ruffle against each other.
The nurses bring her out into the room silent and barely able to make out who she is. She has eye bags around her eyes and her hair looks out grown and untidy and she looks way out of her mind. Seeing her this way shows me how much of horrible person I am, I know she's done horrible things In her life but seeing her this out of her mind and this destabilized makes me feel like finally she's paying for what she's done but this doesn't mean that it's not eating me up inside, my morals, how I was raised, this isn't who my parents raised me to be i can't believe that I continue to be this person.
The nurses sit her on a stool and she only continues to zone out like she's being doing since I got here. So I chin up and I don't show any weakness.
"You look terrible."
I tell her as I take a seat on the other side of the table and I place my birkin bag on the table and her eyes lock with mine now and she tilts her head at me and she gives me a little smirk.
"What do you want ?"
She asks now and I lean back on my chair and I fold my arms and prop my leg over the other.
"Straight to the point, arnt you going to ask me about your son ? How he's doing ? If he's okay ?"
I ask and she smiles at me now before she brushes her arm.
"How is he ?"
She asks, almost as if it physically pains her to ask me this question all through that creepy smile of hers.
"He's good... really good, and definitely way better than the mess you left him in."
"Are you happy, now that you've taken away everything from me ?"
"Everything ? I haven't had my fill yet, you still haven't been exonerated of your crimes, you think four years was enough? Think about the eight horrible years that you put Lubanzi through if anything you deserve more."
I say as I get from the chair and I open the Birkin bag and I pick up a roll of cash and I look at her.
"Siya and Lubanzi are finally starting to move on from what happened all those years ago. We are turning on a new leaf as a family, Siya is going to be crowned king in the next few weeks and I don't want anything from our past following us... things such as you..."
I put the roll of cash infront of her.
"You belong in the past Natasha, in a deep, dark hole. Now your going to take this money and dissappear. There's two million in that bag and that bags probably worth a lot more now if you smart enough you might catch on to what I am saying so your probably looking at four and half million... take this money and dissappear Natasha and never set foot near my Boys."
I say to her and she looks at me and she smirks.
"I wonder if Siya truly knows the woman he married, the kind of monster he lays beside at night."
"Don't you dare."
I threaten as point a finger between her eyes.
"Does he know that you put me in here?"
She asks catching me off guard but I don't break my facade.
Siya doesn't know what I did with Natasha after I told him that I'd take care of it he all he knows is that I had a chat with her gave her some money and she agreed to dissappear, he wasn't exactly happy that I stooped that low but I did what I had to regardless I got the problem of his hands.
"You keep his name out of your filty mouth."
"Or what ?"
She asks and I go quiet, keeping myself from spewing anything that I might regret.
