Denial- Warren Graham (Life is Strange)

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As requested by Andy_AJ_on_God! Male Y/N.

Warren Graham had always considered himself a typical guy. He enjoyed science, movies, and video games, and he harbored a lingering crush on Max Caulfield, his friend and fellow student at Blackwell Academy. But there was another side to Warren, a side he had never acknowledged, even to himself.

Y/N was another student at Blackwell, known for their kind heart and infectious laugh. He was open about their sexuality, something that Warren found uncomfortable. He didn't understand how someone could be attracted to the same sex. He dismissed it as wrong, an attitude shaped by his upbringing and the society around him.

At first, Warren kept his distance from Y/N, avoiding conversations and any situations where they might interact. But as fate would have it, their paths began to cross more frequently. Warren found himself in the same classes as Y/N, sitting near them during group projects, and even seeing them at the same lunch table on occasion. It was during these interactions that Warren started to notice things about Y/N that made him question his own feelings.

One afternoon, Warren found himself working on a science project in the library. Y/N was there too, and Warren couldn't help but glance over at them. He was deeply engrossed in a book, his face illuminated by the soft glow of the desk lamp.

"Hey, Warren," Y/N called out, catching him off guard.

"Oh, hey, Y/N," Warren replied, trying to sound casual. "What are you reading?"

"It's a book on quantum mechanics," Y/N said, showing him the cover. "I'm trying to understand the basics for our next project."

"That's... that's pretty advanced," Warren stammered. "I've been struggling with that topic myself."

Y/N smiled. "Maybe we can help each other out? Two heads are better than one, right?"

Warren nodded, feeling a mix of excitement and nervousness. They spent the next hour discussing quantum mechanics, exchanging ideas and explaining concepts to each other. Warren was surprised by how easy it was to talk to Y/N, and how natural it felt.

As days turned into weeks, Warren couldn't ignore the growing attraction he felt. He found himself watching Y/N more closely, noticing the way they smiled, the sound of his laugh, and the way he interacted with others. But he was also confused and scared. He hated himself for feeling this way, for being attracted to someone of the same sex. His homophobic thoughts clashed with the undeniable truth that he was falling for Y/N.

Warren tried to suppress these feelings by focusing on his crush on Max and obsessing over other women. He went on dates, flirted more than usual, and constantly talked about his supposed attractions. But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't shake the feelings he had for Y/N.

One day, Warren sat in the school courtyard, lost in thought. He saw Y/N approaching, holding a tray of food and looking for a place to sit. To Warren's surprise, Y/N walked straight over to him.

"Hey, Warren, mind if I join you?" Y/N asked, smiling warmly.

"Uh, sure, yeah, of course," Warren stammered, his heart racing.

As they ate lunch together, Y/N started talking about a recent movie they had seen. Warren, who had also seen the movie, found himself engaging in the conversation, laughing and sharing his thoughts. The more they talked, the more Warren realized how much he enjoyed Y/N's company. He felt a connection he had never felt with anyone else.

"You know, Warren," Y/N said, looking at him thoughtfully, "I've noticed you've been acting a bit different lately. Is everything okay?"

Warren hesitated, unsure of how to respond. He didn't want to reveal his feelings, but he also couldn't keep lying to himself.

"I... I don't know," Warren admitted, looking down at his tray. "I've just been dealing with some stuff."

Y/N reached across the table and placed a hand on Warren's arm, a gesture meant to emphasize a point he was making. The touch sent a jolt through Warren, and before he could stop himself, he blurted out, "I think I'm falling for you."

Y/N's eyes widened in surprise, and for a moment, they both sat in stunned silence. Warren's mind raced, fearing he had ruined everything. But then Y/N smiled softly and said, "I've noticed you watching me, Warren. I was hoping you'd say something."

Warren felt a wave of relief and joy. Without thinking, he leaned in and kissed Y/N. It was a gentle, tentative kiss, but it felt like everything Warren had been missing in his life. As they pulled away, Warren saw the acceptance and understanding in Y/N's eyes.

"I didn't know how to handle these feelings," Warren confessed, his voice trembling. "I was so scared and confused. I tried to ignore it, to push it away, but I couldn't."

"It's okay, Warren," Y/N said reassuringly. "It's natural to feel scared, especially when you're dealing with something new. But it's important to be true to yourself."

Warren nodded, feeling a sense of clarity wash over him. He knew he had to confront his feelings, no matter how scary it was. "Thank you, Y/N," he said sincerely. "You've helped me realize a lot about myself."

Y/N smiled. "I'm glad. And for what it's worth, I've always liked you too, Warren."

They spent the rest of their lunch break talking about their feelings, their fears, and their hopes for the future. Warren felt a weight lift off his shoulders as he opened up to Y/N, sharing parts of himself he had kept hidden for so long.

In the following weeks, Warren and Y/N grew closer, their relationship blossoming into something beautiful and real. Warren's attitude toward his own sexuality changed, and he became more open and accepting of himself and others. He realized that his initial homophobia had been rooted in fear and ignorance, and he was determined to change.

One evening, Warren and Y/N sat on the steps of Blackwell Academy, watching the sunset. Warren turned to Y/N, his heart full of gratitude and love.

"I can't thank you enough, Y/N," Warren said, taking their hand in his. "You've helped me become a better person, and I owe that to you."

Y/N squeezed his hand gently. "You've always had it in you, Warren. You just needed to believe in yourself."

Warren smiled, feeling a sense of peace he had never known before. "I do now," he said softly. "And I'm so glad I found you."

They shared a tender kiss, the world around them fading away as they embraced their love for each other. Warren knew that the journey of self-discovery and acceptance was a difficult one, but with Y/N by his side, he felt ready to face whatever challenges lay ahead.

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