!!Suicide Attempt!!
!!Mature Themes!!
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As soon as Giyuu reached his Estate, he slammed his door shut.
"Giyuu?"
Kanzaburou called out.
Giyuu didn't reply, storming to his room.
He fell on the bed, hugging his pillow tightly as he wept.
"Why does this happen to me..."
His tears soaked the pillow cover.
"Why do I make a fool out of myself? I know he doesn't like me... And still..."
His voice was shaky as he sat up on his bed.
'You.'
Giyuu recalled Sanemi's face when he said that to him.
"..."
He wept silently.
"This is why you're pathetic..."
"Huh?"
Giyuu heard a faint voice speaking to him inside of his head.
"You are the reason Sabito's dead. Do you remember? Your sister's wedding...? It's all over because of you."
The voices inside Giyuu's head seemed to have a huge impact on him.
Giyuu held his head, trying to stop thinking.
"You're such a fool to think that Shinazugawa would love you. Why would he? You are pathetic, stupid and worthless!"
"S-Stop this..."
Giyuu muttered.
"You have no reason to live, do you really think that people care? No one does, it's better you end your life... It's better to end it then to keep on living."
"But I..."
Giyuu mumbled, his head hurting.
"There's still time... You know you have a knife in the kitchen. Just... Use that, die."
"Stop..."
Giyuu's head hurt a lot, tear drops rolling down his cheeks.
"Die, Die, Die..."
"No... I..."
"Just, end it all... This torment... End it!"
"I... I..."
"DIE!"
"I... I can't take it anymore!"
Giyuu went to the kitchen, looking for a knife desperately.
"Where is it... Where did I keep it...?"
He breathed heavily as he looked for a knife.
"I'll end this, right here, right now... My... Knife..."
He muttered continuously.
"Giyuu, are you there...?"
Kanzaburou asked.
"Where the fuck is it!? That fucking knife!"
Giyuu stormed around the Estate, his anger and desperation growing even more.
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"Ugh... Tomioka's mad at me..."
Sanemi sat on his bed, as Sorai rested on top of his head.
"How will I make up to him?"
He wondered.
Should I... Go see him? I'm getting worried...
Sanemi stood up, unsure if he should give Giyuu some personal space or just listen to his heart, which pounded fast, as if to say,
'Go see him, fast!'
"I guess he needs to rest..."
Sanemi sat back down, but in the back of his mind, he felt it was wrong.
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SaneGiyuu: Loving You Is Easy
FanfictionAfter misunderstanding Giyuu for years, Sanemi never bothered to know a single thing about him, calling him a 'loner'. Giyuu had also formed an image of Sanemi as a 'hot-tempered man' in his mind. But as time passed, The two finally decided to give...
