His Redemption (MxM)

Chapter 1

Welcome back.
To those reading my book for the first time, you're highly welcome to my page, I hope you love this story, and every other story of mine you come across.

This book is a spin off His Tesoro.
It centers around Hewitt and Luke.
Stefano's two best friends

It's a gay story, and it's going to contain really gay stuff.
And also I don't add warnings to the beginning of my chapters, so I'll add it here.

This book is not like Spade or His Tesoro
It's not rosy and sweet, it's a tough love, unrequited love.
The sex is going to be very rough, there's nothing sweet about this book, so read at your own risk

I hope you read and enjoy it.
If you haven't read His Tesoro or Spade, I'd advise you do
This is not sequel, but if you want the full understanding and experience of this book, you have to read Spade and His Tesoro first.

Now let's begin 😁

Luke

Laying on the bed, with my arms draped behind my head, i stared at the white familiar ceiling of my room, it hadn't changed from the last time i saw it, which was yesterday and every other day I've lived here, infact nothing has changed, even though i hope everyday that something new happens, something that doesn't involve my every day mundane life.

My body was laying down here but my mind wasn't, my mind was scattered in so many different direction, and all of them led to one thing, emptiness.
The emptiness i was feeling inside, the emptiness I've always felt inside, it keeps growing everyday and there's nothing i can do to stop it, infact i don't think i want to stop it, i deserve it

For taking something so pure and innocent and ruining it, i deserve whatever shitty feeling I'm having right now
I clenched my jaw as i licked my lips.
I felt the bed move but i didn't bother checking to see if the person beside me had woken up, it doesn't really matter if he does, in a few minutes I'm going to ask him to leave, like i always do with the others, he's not going to be an exception.

This has become my life, everyday for the past 16 years, i became a totally different person, different from the goofy teenage kid i once was, all because of one mistake, one mistake i made, it cost me everything.

Everyday i keep asking myself the same question, if he was here, if he was still here, would my life be any different?
Would i still be this shadow that doesn't live but exist?
Would i resort to meaningless sex to keep my mind off certain things?

Definitely not
He wouldn't let me be this, because if he was here I'd have no reason to feel this guilt inside of me, I'd have no reason to want to forget about him.

I don't blame anyone for my misfortune, it's all my fault, i should have just kept my mouth shut, i never should have said anything to Winston.
I'm the reason he left, and i don't blame him, he trusted me and i misused it.

I felt hands wrapped around my torso, causing me to look at the figure on the bed beside me, i placed my hand on his and pried his hand off me, he seemed to still be asleep, he shifted closer and placed his hand right above my crotch, causing me to clench my jaw and sigh out before i yanked his hand off my waist.

I pulled the covers off me and got up, i heard shuffling, an indication that he gad gotten up and i know he was staring at me but i didn't care, i just wanted him out of my room and out of my apartment
"You need to leave" i muttered out picking up his clothes and throwing them to him, i heard him scoff out lowly