His Redemption (MxM)

Chapter 58

Luke

I wasn't prepared, I wasn't prepared to see Hewitt now, I didn't know I would see him today, and not in Spade's club, of all the places in the world, so I froze when I opened the bathroom door and he was standing there, looking at me with anger, and lust.
But I chose to focus more on the lust.

I didn't know what to say to him, especially when he kept looking at me like he wanted to eat me raw, it made me self conscious of the fact that I was half naked in front of him, the only thing standing between the both of us was the towel around my waist.

If I knew he would be here tonight, I would have told Spade that I would bath at home and change back in my apartment, I had come here to see Spade, and I found him in the back room of the club, trying to get answers from someone, so I kind of volunteered to help In asking questions, it didn't really end well for the other guy, and I ended up having blood stained clothes, and hands, so Spade offered me fresh set of clothes and a place to clean up, because he thinks he's the reason I got soiled.

But honestly I did it to get Hewitt off my mind, a kind of distraction, it worked for a while, until I saw him again, and everything I'd been working to keep inside my mind buried, came barreling out.

And now I'm in a very compromising position, with Hewitt in between my legs, kissing me furiously and touching every part of my body, igniting this fire inside me that only he could quench, and I didn't have it in me to stop him.
I didn't think he'd want us to get intimate again, not after what happened about a week and half ago, but then he shocked me when he kissed me, and me being a total and complete idiot for him, I responded to him almost immediately, bringing us back into the room and letting him have me trapped on the couch

My heart was beating fast and my brain was all jumbled, I couldn't think straight, a part of me knows I should stop this, but another part wants us to keep going.
I know I said I would tell him again, try again with my feelings for him, but I can't do that if he thinks I want us to just have sex, as tempting as that sounds, it's toxic in a way.

I moaned lowly when he bucked and rolled his hips, rubbing his erection against mine, I felt his hand move from my chest as he moved it down until it rested on my dick covered in the white towel, he squeezed gently, causing me to gasp out
I fucking missed his touches, I missed the way he kissed me, the way his hands feels on me.

He started stroking and kissing my neck, leaving open mouthed kisses along my jaw, down to my neck, I felt his hand leave my dick and he started fumbling with the towel, wanting to take it off.
I need to stop this, to stop him, I don't want this with him anymore, unless I'm sure it's not just a hook up, I opened my eyes, taking in a shaky breath.

"Hewitt..." I whispered out and he hummed against my neck, I wanted to protest, to pull away and tell him this wasn't the time, to tell him how I was feeling at the moment, what I was feeling for him, how he was making my heart beat fast, I wanted to let him know how crazy he was driving me and how I would do anything to hear him say it back, to hear him tell me that I was worth at least one thing to him asides a quick fuck, a hook up.

"Hewitt...." I called out again and he hummed, still kissing my neck, but not stopping

"I know baby, I've missed this too" he muttered against my neck, and I couldn't bring myself to tell him, to stop him, to make him pull away.
Hearing him call me baby again, it made me freeze, it made my heart skip a beat, and it made me realize that Stefano was right, I can't unlove him, and I can't wait it out, it's not something that goes away.

I looked up at him and he was moving down to my bare chest, he had taken off the towel and I was completely naked in front of him, I bit my lips as I watched him stop on my nipples as he blew air on it, causing me to shudder and take in a sharp breath, I shut my eyes as I felt his tongue lick my nipple, my body grew rigid with each swipe of his tongue on my nipple.