His Redemption (MxM)

Chapter 23

Hewitt

The whole penthouse was kind of busy, I sighed out as I watched Stefano conversed with Spade, he was looking better than a week ago, he was discharged earlier today and Matteo decided to organize a little welcome back get together for him, it was just Spade, Matteo, Nate, myself, Bernie I think, one of Spade's men and Su, Nate's sister.

And from the look on Stefano's face, I can tell he really liked the surprise, he was beaming from ear to ear, at least one of us is happy and sane, yes you guessed right, since last week, infact since that night I haven't been myself, I've been losing my mind and it's taking a toll on me, I have bags under my eyes, I wake up every night sweating profusely and sporting a hard on.
I keep dreaming about what happened between us, Luke and I.
Yes, I'm having wet dreams about him, like I'm some stupid hormonal teenager.

I haven't seen him since the last time I went to his hotel suite, and I don't know if he has talked to Stefano or gone to the hospital, I didn't ask because I don't want anything that'll make go over to his place, with the rate at which what we did is affecting me, I don't think I'll be able to control whatever urges I get around him.

Now I'm thinking about him again, I sighed out and shut my eyes, Matteo made his way towards me "you don't look so bright, should I be worried"? He asked and I couldn't help the chuckle that left my lips

"You, worried about me, that's new, I wonder what has changed" I mocked and he just chuckled and looked at me

"We may not be best buddies but I'd like to think we're friends now" he stated and I just smiled and rubbed my temple, I'm having a slight headache, and I know the cause, but I think talking sometimes help me not to think about it, it's an impending doom that I'm trying to avoid at all cost

"Are you okay"? He asked seriously, nudging his head towards me, I just clenched my jaw and nodded

"Peachy, why'd you ask"? I asked and he just shrugged

"Nothing, you just... You look like a mess, and he's worried about you" he said nudging his head towards Stefano, I looked at him and he was still immersed in whatever he was discussing with Spade

"I'm fine, just have a lot on my mind lately" I whispered out, Matteo just nodded

"I'm not gonna ask you to share if that's what you're expecting" he joked, causing me to roll my eyes at him, earning a light chuckle from him "but... You can confide in him, and he'd really like it if you did, he thinks you're hiding something from him, and you know when Stefano gets like that, he's pretty determined" he explained, of course I know when Stefano gets like that he doesn't rest until he gets his answers

But I don't think he will this time, I can't tell him, I mean how do you expect me to tell him that I kind of had something happen between Luke and I, whom I still hate by the way, and now I can't stop thinking about it, and whenever I do think about it I get extremely horny and excited.
That's crazy.

"I'm not hiding anything from him, and I haven't talked to him because he was in the hospital until this morning, I can't exactly burden him with my problems" I said trying to justify why I've been acting off, Matteo made a face and nodded slowly

"Fair point, but whatever you do, just.... Let him know you're okay and if you're not, talk to him" he advised, I pressed my lips together in a thin line and nodded, we both stood there in a comfortable silence, my mind going back to what he just told me, I need to get Stefano off my track, I'm not happy hiding this from him but I have no choice, It's not something I'm proud of.

I will tell him but at my own time, after I figure this mess out, after I stop lusting after that douche.
I heard Matteo sigh out "before I forget there's something I wanted to run by you" he started, I looked at him and cocked my brows
"Uhm.... Before I tell you, I gotta warn you, it wasn't my idea, it was his" he said pointing at Stefano, I frowned and looked at him