His Redemption (MxM)

Chapter 48

Hewitt

I was feeling like shit, honestly I don't know why I said what I said to Luke, I was angry and I'm not gonna I was kind of j... I quickly shook my head, I'm not jealous, he's not my boyfriend, I don't even like him like that, but why did it bother me that he finally told Stefano about his feelings for him, why did I feel this emptiness inside, like he had betrayed me or something, and truly he owes me nothing, not even an explanation as to why he suddenly decided to tell Stefano how he feels about him.

I actually wasn't angry that he told Stefano because Stefano and Matteo were having issues, that's kind of none of my business, but I lied when I said that was why I confronted him.
That's not why, I just felt like he had done something wrong for having told Stefano about his feelings knowing fully well that we are still hooking up, deep down I know Stefano will never be anything more than a friend to him, but it still bothered me and it pushed me to the point that I said those things to him, and now I feel like shit

Even though I don't like him, I know he doesn't deserve it, he stood up for me when Stefano and I had issues and he's right, I'm always quick to judge him for everything he does and that's not fair of me.
I felt bad when he was talking to me, I'm not going to lie, it kind of stung me to know that I made him feel that way.

But then me walking back into gun room and seeing him all cozy up with that ... That... I don't even know what to call him, they were all handsy and pretending to shoot, I know that person wasn't learning to shoot, he was flirting with Luke and it pissed me off greatly, I thought I asked him never to let anyone else except me touch him, I killed that blonde because of it, and now he's letting this new guy that I don't even know where he sprang up from touch him, and they left the gun room, together, and with the way the fucker had been smiling at him, I knew he wanted a piece of Luke, and I was not going to let that happen, so I followed them and I was fucking right, they were in his room and smiling at each other like something magnificent had happened to both of them.

And then the fucker was trying to act tough with me, because he works with Spade, he thinks that's going to scare me, well too bad for him, nothing scares me, so I did it again, I pulled my gun out for him, and this time is not like the last, I will not warn him, not like I did with Blondie, this time I will shoot without warning.

But lucky for him Luke stepped in front of the gun, holding my hand and standing in between the fucker and I, I looked up at Hewitt and growled out lowly "move" I gritted out and he shook his head, holding the gun and my hand together

"So you can do what? Shoot him too"? He asked and I gritted my teeth

"Luke, move, I will not ask you again" I muttered out dangerously low to him, he was close to me, instead of talking to me, he turned his head briefly to the side

"Get out" he muttered to the fucker and I watched as his eyes grew wide and he opened his mouth to protest but Luke cut him off "get out, now"! He gritted out and the fucker clenched his jaw and stared at us for a second before he walked out of the room leaving just Luke and I, with Luke still holding the gun and my hand, I was aggravated, I was so looking forward to shooting that bastard, but he just saved him.

"You were going to shoot him"? He asked lowly and I clenched my jaw

"You let him touch you" I whispered out huskily "I told you not to let anyone else touch except me and you let that fucker touch you" I growled out and he scoffed and looked down at me

"I was just showing him a few things, it was harmless " he rasped out tiredly and I scoffed and bit my lips

"Harmless"? I asked "he was fucking flirting with you and if I didn't come when I did, he would have done more than flirt, Luke he brought you to his room" I growled out and he groaned out, we were still very close, our bodies touching