His Redemption (MxM)

Chapter 24

Luke

I don't know exactly what Hewitt was insinuating when he said he knows what I'm trying to do getting back into Stefano's life, but the way he said it, as if he thinks I'm trying to get back into Stefano's life so I can make him my boyfriend or something.

Ever since Stefano and I started working on this whole friendship thing again, Hewitt has been a huge pain in my ass, he hasn't let me have peace, he's always on my case, I mean I get being protective of Stefano, but I'm not a threat, he should understand that.

I don't hate him, Hewitt, I don't hate him, if anything I understand him, I mean Stefano's his only friend and he cares about him, if I were Hewitt, I'd be just as protective of Stefano as he is, but he doesn't have to hate me to do that.
He proved his point that night and I get it, now he's acting as if I'm some kind of plaque, a virus he can't stand

And it's been bothering me, that and the fact that I got sexually excited the other day when he came to my hotel suite, that was not supposed to happen, but when I felt.... Him, it just kind of happened and it was surprising and scary, I mean I don't hate him, but I don't like him either, so why the hell would I be getting hard because I touch his.... That's by the way, was he hard because of me?
No I doubt that, he was probably thinking about something else, I just happened to be with him at that time.

He just left Stefano's balcony, after threatening to tell Stefano why he thinks I'm trying to get back into his life, which is very wrong, that's not why I want to be in Stefano's life again.
I mean I do have feelings for him, but I'm trying to curb it, and I don't even plan on pursuing my feelings, he's happy with Matteo.
I just want my best friend back that's all.

I sighed out and shut my eyes "are you okay? You seem distracted" Stefano's voice caused me to look at him, he was looking at me with concern

I just nodded "yeah... I'm uhh.. I'm fine, just... Nothing, I'm fine" I whispered out, he narrowed his eyes at me, making me smile at him nervously, well ever since we agreed to work on our friendship in the hospital, this'll be the first time we'll be in the same space, together alone, and I can say it's kind of awkward.

I don't know what to talk about with him, should I even say anything?
I mean I have a lot on my mind already, I don't know why Hewitt hates me so much, and it's one of the things that's bothering me, if this friendship between Stefano and I is going to work, then Hewitt has to stop hating me, he has to stop treating me like I'm the devil.

"You know it doesn't have to be so awkward between us" he muttered out, I looked at him and laughed out nervously.

"No, no, no, it's not that, I'm not ... It's not awkward trust me, I just ... I kind have something that I need to take care of and it's been on my mind" I rushed out and he nodded in understanding

"Oh, do you wanna maybe....raincheck this"? He asked snapping me back to reality, I looked at him and furrowed my brows, maybe he's right, I should go deal with Hewitt first, even if I decide not to raincheck and stay, I won't concentrate on whatever we talk about.

"Are you sure that's okay with you"? I asked and he smiled and nodded

"Of course, go do your thing, I'm not going anywhere" he said nudging his head at me, I smiled and nodded

"Okay, I'll call you later" I rushed out before I got up and made my way Inside his penthouse and out through the front door.
I don't know why Hewitt hates me, but I'm going to find out today, and I'm going to solve whatever issues he thinks he has with me.

I entered into my car, and drove away from Stefano's apartment building, I turned on the gps because if I'm going to locate Hewitt's apartment, I'm going to need it.