His Redemption (MxM)

Chapter 37

Luke

I could feel everything Hewitt was doing to me under the table, but I couldn't react or say anything, because I can't risk Stefano and Matteo finding out, his hand was slowly stroking me from the fabric of my pants, I was holding on to a very thin thread, I was fucking close to moaning out loud, his hand felt so good, large and warm.

"Luke"? Stefano called, making me to look at him and trying to fake a smile, hiding the slight discomfort and sweet sensation I was feeling in between my legs, how can someone be doing something so lewd yet be looking so calm and relaxed?
"She's a what"? He asked cocking his brows at me, I swallowed hard and pushed down the moan threatening to spill from my throat.

I opened my mouth to talk but I felt him squeeze hard on my dick, causing me to almost jump, hoping his hand would let go off my dick, but he just held on tighter, still keeping a straight face.
I clenched my jaw and sighed out heavily, he's a sly bastard, he wants to play and be completely ignorant right now, too bad he's not the only one that knows how to play, I can too.

I slowly moved my leg, the one close to him, and without alerting anyone, I hit my leg on his shin, causing him to groan out and his hand moved from my crotch, giving me the freedom I needed to say what I wanted to say
"She's a hook up, so I don't think there's a point in me talking about her" I quickly rushed out, before my eyes found Hewitt, who glared at me, his hand holding the part of his shin that I just hit.

I heard a low growl from beside me, and when I turned to look at Hewitt and he was glaring and grimacing at me, I wanted to smirk but I could still feel Stefano and Matteo's gaze on me, their attention was still on me.
I turned my attention back to Stefano and he narrowed his eyes at me, I just smiled and shrugged, not really sure if I had to say anything else to what I just told them.

My gaze lingered on Stefano for a while before I looked around the yacht and the water, I'm not going to lie, I've never been on something like this before, and it's not because I don't want to, or I can't, it's just never crossed my mind, I've had a lot of shit on my mind to bother about things like this.

It's a luxury I could never really let myself think about, somethings I'm supposed to enjoy as a young man, I never really paid much mind to it, I spent half the time working for Winston, and the other half I spent hating myself for what happened to Stefano.

I guess that's why I find it fascinating being on Matteo's yacht, things like this feels strange to me, having friends, even though Stefano's friends hate, with the exception of Spade and his fiance, hanging out, just being myself, I've never had that, not once since Stefano left Italy.

I bit my lips and looked at Matteo "your yacht is beautiful" I whispered out to him and he just looked at me and cocked his brows at me before he let out a low scoff and looked away from me, I don't think he knew what to say, or maybe he just didn't want to entertain me, I know he's just tolerating me because of Stefano.

"I know right" Stefano said with a slight chuckle, I could tell he was kind of uncomfortable with the fact that his boyfriend just ignored me, I smiled at him, it's fine if Matteo doesn't like me, I know that much, and I know it's probably never going to change.

I let out a deep sigh just as Matteo got up and walked away from the table, leaving behind a trail of awkwardness and tension in the air, I bit my lips and and looked at Stefano, he just gave me a sad pitiful look, with a small smile.
I pressed my lip in a thin line, I don't want him to pity me, I know what I signed up for when I agreed to work this out with him, I know his friends are never going to like me, but it doesn't really matter, so long as Stefano likes me, that's enough for me

"I'll go check on him" he whispered before he got up and made his way towards the direction Matteo just walked away, it kind of hurt, knowing even though I'm the one that was just put in this uncomfortable situation, Stefano still picked his boyfriend's side, I laughed lowly, I shouldn't be jealous but it kind of stings.
I clenched my jaw and sighed out heavily.