Luke
We arrived at the restaurant and my nerves became even worse, my heart was beating at an unusual rate, my palms were completely drenched in sweat, thank God I kicked against holding Hewitt's hand, maybe now he would have been asking why my palms were so sweaty all of a sudden.
I kept trying to keep my heart beat steady, but it wasn't easy, especially when we both got out of the car and Hewitt kept whispering close to me, how he would have preferred for us to be back at my hotel room while he ravished my body.I want that too, but after I confess to him, I can't keep these feelings inside, Stefano's right, you can't love someone and hide it.
The only reason I was able to hide the fact that I had feelings for him for that long, was because all through that time, he was away from me, and when I finally had a chance to be around him, he was with someone else, I had already accepted my fate.Stepping into the restaurant, it was very less crowded than I expected a restaurant to be, Stefano was right, it's actually very private for the kind of thing that I wanted to confess, now I don't have to worry about people staring at me when Hewitt rejects me
I sighed out and mentally shook my head, only positive thoughts Luke.
One of the servers there intercepted us, a woman with a warm smile on her face "welcome, how may I be of service to you"? She asked politely and Hewitt just turned to look at me, right, I'm the one that booked us a reservation"Reservation under Luke Vincent" I muttered out and she nodded and quickly looked through the manilla folder, or whatever she was holding, giving me a chance to look around the restaurant, I had never been here before today, and I would say I was highly impressed, it was beautiful, big, shiny, with golden coloured round tables and gold plated chairs round them.
There was a soothing music playing in the background, this is actually the perfect place to confess my feelings for Hewitt, at least I'll have the music to relax my nerves and console me if he decided that he didn't want us to be anything more than fuck buddies."I didn't peg you for someone who liked fancy things like this" he whispered leaning in closer to me, I pressed my lips together, I'm not exactly into fancy things, I just did this for him, if only he knew.
Before he could start analyzing why I brought him here, or why the place was so fancy, the server walked back to us, smiling warmly "right this way Mr Vincent" she gestured towards the far end of the restaurant, perfect place.
We followed right behind her, with Hewitt in front of me, i didn't want to stare at his broad back or the way his muscles moved in his tight fitted roundneck, or the way his ass was suddenly very jiggly and visible to me through his black pants, I swallowed hard and looked away from him before we stopped in front of the last seat by the window, she smiled before she walked away from us, I looked at Hewitt and he cocked his brows up at me, I just shrugged, moving closer to the table, I wanted to pull out a chair for him, but that would be too much, it'll give away too much hint for what I want to do today, so instead I just pulled out a chair for myself and sat on it, as I watched Hewitt do the same.
I could tell his brain was still trying to understand why I brought him here, or why I would want to have lunch in a place like this, when normally, we would order in and after sex, we would eat and maybe cuddle up and sleep, his eyes was moving around the whole place, he didn't seem uncomfortable, he just seemed very confused and maybe curious.
I picked up the menu, going through what was written on it, I'm not really big on food, but I had to order something, this is supposed to be a lunch date, and plus I need to prepare myself for what I had to say.
I've only ever been this nervous once in my life, the day I finally reunited with Stefano, the day I saw him after 16 years of being away from him.
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