Treacherous Heart 1: Ever The Same

Pahina 47

Prayer

He made a quick move to hover on top of me. Hindi ko mapigilan ang mapakahagikgik sa ginawa niya pero napawi iyon nang yumuko siya para maabot ang balikat ko na natamaan kanina.

He crouched to better reach it. He dipped lower... to be able to slowly kiss it.

Napasinghap ako sa ginawa niya.

It was a very simple move. A simple kiss. But the intention it carries... the slowness, carefulness and love it brings, made me damn teared up again.

"I am really sorry, Avery..." he whispered before kissing it again. "... tuwing naiisip ko na nasaktan ka habang nasa tabi mo ako, paulit-ulit akong namamatay..."

I wanted to joke about it, to laugh at his seriousness, para lang maibsan ang bigat ng paligid pero hindi ko kinaya ang bigat ng mga salita niya.

I can literally see him in a mess because I was hurt beside him.

At ayoko 'non...

Kaya hinayaan ko siya na sabihin ang mga naiisip niya. I let him caress me, all over, I let him hover me like he was taking over my whole being. I have never felt so loved my whole life. Hindi man napagkait sa akin ang pagmamahal, itong kanya ang pinaka tumagos sa akin.

Dahil kahit noong mga panahon na tinalikuran ko ang lahat ng pagmamahal, ang kanya ang pilit na humabol para lang muli akong mahawakan.

"I vow to never let this happen again. I'll bleed before letting you get hurt... I..." he gasped for air as he traced his lips over my shoulder.

Parang gusto kong sumabay sa pag singhap niya pero ang tangi kong nagawa ay ihigit ang aking pag hinga.

I can't take the slow build up of tingles all over my body.

"... I can't let it happen again..." he chanted like it was his prayer everyday.

Marahan kong pinikit ang mga mata ko nang payapang tumulo pa ang mga luha ko. I almost shivered from the cold air but the warmth he brings me coated me enough.

Ingat na ingat siya sa akin para hindi niya ako madaganan.

We have this enough space he controls just to make sure he doesn't crush me.

Pero hindi ko iyon gusto...

Hindi ako makuntento sa distansyang ito.

No matter how small...

I wanted more...

As if hearing my thoughts, Tobias dipped himself a little again to be able to reach my lips. His hand was already in between my thighs, tulad noong unang beses itong nangyari, para akong mababaliw sa sensasyong hatid nito.

The idea of him touching me down there is already sending me to the sky. But to realize that there's more to it than physical makes me delirious.

"Uh... Tob..." hinayaan ko ang sarili kong matawagan siya sa ga'nong uri ng boses.

The moment my lips parted, he carefully plunged his tongue inside my mouth which I gladly accepted, swirling mine with his.

I am kissing him.

He has given me the right to be able to kiss him whenever, I do too, pero tuwing nag lalapat ang labi namin, parang lagi akong hindi makapaniwala.