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『 sugarcoated and watered down 』
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DELORES HAD FELT empty for as long as she could remember.
Although her mother swears she didn't act and feel this way until about six years ago, she still feels this way.
She wouldn't know how to explain it.
Melancholy would probably be the best word to describe the feeling. But the word barely covered even half of the way it felt to have her brain and body.
It's not just the somberness of it all, it's more the feeling of doubt— and nothing at the same time— along with some paranoia, and constant nausea.
Delores feels as if something was ripped from her, and she wants it back, but she doesn't even know what was ripped from her.
That's because nothing was ripped from her.
Nothing in her life had ever been so traumatic to the point where it caused her to feel this way, and change her life.
No. Because there was nothing of that sort that happened in her lifetime.
Delores and her mother have spoken about this topic multiple times, but it always just ends up with the same guess every time.
Which is reincarnation, being a physic, or just déjà vu.
So there Delores sat with this feeling.
In a booth of a 'twenty-four-seven' Denny's across from Five who had tried eyes, but kept a stoic expression, as he waited for his coffee to come.
After a long and awkward drive to the restaurant— after Five picked her up from her house— they sat here in another awkward silence.
Delores felt dizzy every time she glanced at Five— who was practically disheveled, seeing that it was currently two-thirty in the morning.
Her head pounded, hoping some coffee would relieve the aching in her skull.
They both didn't say anything.
Delores was in her pajamas and slippers, while she wore her winter coat since it was still lightly snowing outside.
Five was practically wearing the same thing— which was odd since it was the first time Delores had seen him in anything other than a suit. Except, he was wearing some kind of sneakers.
