Mama's Boy

Just a baby

*Riley*

[The night of the kidnap]

I wake up to have my head hit cold metal. Leah is there and so is Russo.

"R-Riley I'm scared" Leah says holding LuLu in her arms.

"Keep calm... I'm sure we will be ok" Russo says clearly not little, Leah however is chewing on Lulu's arms. We travel for what feels like ages...

The doors open and I yelp. They reach for Leah first. They try to pull her over with Lulu. The bear rips by the neck, the guy throws it away and drags Leah out. Me next.. Russo takes my hand but she slips and I'm yanked away, it's all happening to fast its like the screams are stuck.

Dragged by my legs into the house, I soon realize it's our old home. In trying to grab onto anything but I just get forcefully dragged down to the basement. Tied to a pipe with the rope digging into my wrists.

Then Russo. Three men stand before us. Russo is struggling relentlessly. I'm too scared to move and Leah is panicking, they tore LuLu up in front of her. The head of her favorite teddy sat in her lap as she cried over it. She looks horrified, she is babbling to herself and has clearly slipped very young.

Russo was now screaming at them, yelling, swearing. They give him a swift hard knock to the head. It goes deadly silent. "R-Russo" I call out to him but he doesn't respond. "RUSSO" still no response...

The men mock me and punch Russo a few times while I watch. I feel my whole body going cold with fear... I feel like I'm underwater, it's all disoriented and it feels like I'm drowning.

They take Leah out the room. She kicks and screams, I can hear the thuds upstairs. She is gone for God knows how long. I lost track of time now, I want to be big and try and save her but the fear just makes me want my mommy more.

I get really scared when she is taken back down stairs. Her cheek is bleeding and her clothes look like they have been moved or something. "Leah" I say softly but she just cries. She doesn't stop... Some more time goes by and then they take me by the wrist dragging me upstairs to mommy's old room.

I'm petrified... I want my mama so badly, I trying to breath but it hurts. They keep asking me things about mama but I just say 'I nu nu' because I don't know anything that they are asking me..

Mama has never killed anyone, she never done anything like that... Has she. I don't know anymore.

A swift blow to my stomach makes me ache. More and more follow. They are yelling at me and saying how I'm the worst and that mama is never coming. What if she doesn't, behind the man I see a person standing by the door... They don't come in and I don't get a proper look. Later on when the other two men come in they all go out and I think downstairs. I hear some banging and thuds. I hear Leah crying but it eventually dies down.

After a few more minutes I see mama walk in, she had blood on her clothes but I didn't care. When she picked me up I clung onto her tightly, petrified of being away from her again. She says something but I don't hear her over my tears.

When we get home mama gets me all cleaned up, I keep one hand holding onto her at all times and as soon as I'm done I cuddle onto her. I don't ever wanna let her go again.

I'm scared to fall asleep again... What if when I wake up it was all a dream and mama never saved me, she never cake for me and I'm back. Back in that deep dank basement. Russo still hasn't woken up and Leah has barely said anything since being home. She told Damon something and hasn't said anything since.

I can't say I blame her all I have said is ma ma because that's all I can manage. I was so worried that this time she wouldn't run to my rescue and I would die there. They kept telling me that if I died it would be all mama's fault.

Now I feel bad for not trusting in mama more... I should have known she was coming to get me. I hold on tight to her. I hope she saves me everytime... I don't know what I would do without mama.

She cuddles with me and Russo. It's nice and secure. With the way she holds me I can tell she is scared to let me go just as much as I am with her.

I love you mama, thank you for saving me.

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Hello my lovelies.

I'm not back to writing fully but I'm doing some light writing, this chapter took me like 4 days to finish and even then it's only like 830 words. A few ppl have been wondering about my littles.

I have 8/7 babies (one isn't sure ATM bc she is new) they do not live w me bc I live far away from all of them. I talk to all of them on discord, some of them read my book and I love them all very much because they are my babies and I love them all equally. Any questions about them don't be afraid to ask bc I love talking about them. I'm literally such a proud mama they all make me so proud and help me with ideas for my books all the time.

If your a cg or want to be one, be prepared to be tired sometimes and spent 20 mins getting your littles to eat veg or take a nap. But its so so worth it. Being a mama makes me so happy and it's worth it because everyday I get told my babies love me and that I'm the best mama in the world. ❤

Much Love ❤
Mama Bean xx