Mama's Boy

Damon & Emily ♡

*Emily*

Me and Damon slept on the couch, we didn't do anything we just lay next to each other under a soft blanket. I fell asleep wrapped in his arms, I had never felt so safe in my life. Don't get me wrong I love my boys, Riley and Russo but I would never date them. I could never to them and I wouldn't want too.

I haven't Dated in so long and I don't think I'm a criminal for wanting love. I don't think I want more babies in my life, so if me and Damon did we wouldn't have kids of our own but it could be nice. My mind is trailing off in the IF's of the sleeping man beside me. His breaths warm on my face as he sleeps.

Sandlewood... Out of all the smells he could have this one suits him the best.  My face is burried in his bare chest as we lay side by side, his muscular arms wrapped round me. His shirt was a bit baggy on me but comfortable I'll admit...

"Mommy, why didn't you cuddle with us?" Russo asks as he walks past me and Damon on the couch. Before I can get a word in Damon sits up.

"Me and your mommy are having a cuddle right now bud, can you share for just a minute longer then she is all your's" Shockingly Russo nods and goes back upstairs.

"Thanks, I would have caved" We both chuckle softly. "And sorry I look a mess right now and stole your ERM shirt" His laugh is like fine wine, I'm hooked.

"You look stunning, what is your secret?" He jokes.

"Lack of sleep, try it sometime" his hands still round my waist, this moment could last forever... We stare into each other's eyes and I feel pulled towards him, before we can kiss somebody cries for help.

"I CAN'T FIND MY TEDDY, DADDYYYYYYY. YOU DIDN'T CUDDLE WITH ME, LULU IS LOST AND MY HAIR IS MESSY. DADDYYYYYYYY" Leah cries out in an ear splitting whine.

"Princess, it's too early for screaming. No screaming please. Daddy has a headache" Damon groans as he gets up from the couch to help Leah. As I watch him walk away I can't help but feel disappointment.

"Mama" Riley is biting his hoodie sleeves as he walks downstairs. His feet curled in when he stands on the bottom step. I smile softly at him and get off the couch, he outstretches one arm and I lift him up. Kissing his cheek gently.

"Where is your paci sweetie" I ask him as I remove the wet sleeve from his mouth. He shrugs and wraps his arms round my neck, hugging me gently. I find a spare pacifier in the kitchen which I clean and give to him. Making porridge for breakfast, Leah is being carried by Damon downstairs with her hair brushed into two neat ponytails, her teddy LULU in arms and a smile on her face. "Guess you were able to sort out the princess?"

"Took some work" Damon chuckles. He is so close to my face right now...

"Mommy, is that porridge?" Russo appears beside me, scaring me slightly.

"Yes honey, are you hungry?" I ask him trying to distract myself from Damon and his gorgeous face..

"Porridge is yummy mommy" Russo smiles widely.

I plate up all the porridge and we sit down to eat. I put some jam in it so it's strawberry flavor. Damon feeds Russo, Leah insists on feeding herself and I am TRYING to feed Riley. I say Trying as in not successful...

"ICKY MAMA NUUU" Riley whines and screams. Avoiding the mouthful of Porridge, I manage to get the spoonful in his mouth but he spits it back at me.

"Riley I have seen you eat porridge before you are just being stubborn. You can either eat this porridge or you can sit on the naughty step for not eating your food" I warn him. He pouts softly. I go to feed him anothee mouthful which he eats without a fight. "How does it taste baby?"

"Yummy mama" He giggles. I take a deep breath out of relief. After breakfast both Leah and Russo play outside. Riley sits and colors on the grass nearby, Me and Damon stay in the kitchen watching the littles.

"They are all so cute playing like this" I say as Damon hands me a cup of tea.

"I agree but while the kids are busy I believe I owe you a kiss" He says which makes me choke on my tea slightly. He is smiling at me with this charming grin, he cups my chin and tilts my head up slightly and kisses me. He smells so good and his lips are so soft, how is this man single?!

"Damon, we aren't- we can't-" I'm trying to finally reason why we can't... We just aren't together. It would never work... Would it... Ugh this man has my head hurting.

"Maybe we could be. Em, there is something here and we would be blind to ignore it. We both have good jobs, we can look after 3 littles and I'll treat you better than any man you have ever met. I'll buy you your favorite flowers, I'll make you coffee every morning, I'll rub your back when your sore. I am not like Charlie or any other man you have been with. I'll turn up not just for you for the boys, you love Leah and I Love Riley and Russo like my own. If you want me, I'm yours... Just say it" Damon's speech touches my heart, I feel tears rolling down my cheeks but they aren't ones of sadness.

"I want you" I say between tears, he pulls me into an embrace. I feel his body relaxing slightly, his breath deep. He kisses my forehead lovingly and we just stand there...