Mama's Boy

Secrets

*Leah POV*

When I was 17 I met Charlie, he was so different to all the other guys in my year. He was sweet and firm at the same time. As much as we hit it off he didn't want his friends knowing he was seeing a minor as he was 18.

When I turned 18 I got my classification as a little and luckily Charlie got daddy Dom so it worked perfectly. He was my Daddy in and out of the bedroom if you get what I mean... I loved him so much, he was assertive but gentle. Firm but soft. Rough yet not... He was perfect.

Well..... That's what I thought up until I caught him in bed with that, that... That fuckin red head. It felt like my heart had snapped, was crushed, pulverized...

I was sitting near Emily, I had always loved Emily as if she was family. When I tell Charlie to go fuck off she looks at me worried. I feel big but her look alone makes me feel small.

"Dove, what's wrong" Emily cups my face which makes me jump because I was paying zero attention. She smells like vanilla and her hands are soft on my face.

"I'll tell you later, I just wanna relax now" I respond practically melting into her touch. Her hand is so warm and it makes my head all fuzzy. She is feeding Riley with the other hand with her legs curled up on the couch. I had never seen Riley so small, he is so cute.

"I'm going to put this little one to bed and then we can watch a movie together and talk okay honey" Emily coo's at me. I giggle then she takes a sleeping Riley upstairs.

Charlie walks towards me and all fuzzy feelings I had were gone in only moments. "Baby, can we just talk. It was an accident"

"I didn't realize she had a slip and slide between her legs so you could accidentally fuck her" I whisper.

"Leah, you don't need to be like this. It didn't mean to happen, come on sweetie" He says stroking my hair. I give him a hard shove which didn't do much. But it was enough for him to get the message... When he called me sweetie I used to feel so small and happy but now I just want to rip his balls off.

"Your not my daddy anymore. Your nothing to me, so fuck off Charlie" I say to him sternly.

"Sweetheart-" he says softly, I'm choking on tears and I can't breathe. I needed a cuddle, I needed to calm down because all of this and him was just too much.

"Leah, honey... Shhh it's okay" A waft of a familiar vanilla, Emily. I wrap my arms around her neck and hold her tight, I was crying hard into her. She was rubbing my back and bouncing me softly.

"It's okay dove, I'm here" as my tears start to subside I can finally see her, I had never seen her more motherly than right now. She had a sweet scent and such a caring personality.

"Emi" I whine and she just smiles at me, she tries to hand me to Charlie but I scream bloody murder until she stops and just holds me.

"Why don't you want you daddy dove" Emily asks me softly as I nuzzle into her neck.

"Not daddy, just Charlie." I reply in her ear.

"What do you mean baby" Emily says in such a sweet voice. I want her to be my mommy, I don't want Charlie. I also don't want her in the same way I wanted Charlie... It won't be the same.

"Charlie away, forever. Only Emi, Emi mommy now" I say in a whisper not really thinking. It felt like she was my mommy already, I lived in her house, she would take care of me and she is very mothering. Riley is lucky.

I hadn't even realized Mommy had taken me upstairs to me room, and yes I'm calling her mommy now because she is, she set me down and sat on my princess bed.

"Honey, tell me what's going on" Mommy says cupping my face gently.

"Secret... Charlie bad and your mommy now" I murmur as I twiddle my fingers. I look up and she looks shocked.

"Y-you want me to..." She starts confused.

"Be my mommy? Yeah, as long as Riley is okay sharing" Mommy kisses my cheek and tucks me in after that. "Goodnight my sweet girl" She says before turning off the bedroom light. Charlie never called me 'his sweet girl' before, it felt nice.

The next morning Emily didn't say a word to me as I woke up and came down for breakfast. Riley was sitting on the rug in his playpen and Charlie was... Moving out?

"Did you keep our secret" Charlie says in a hushed voice, talking about our relationship.

"Just move out and never come back Charlie. Me, Em and Riley don't want you around. " I reply rolling my eyes.

"I'm being reassigned. So are you, I already told the association that I'm not your Caregiver so somebody will be here for you soon." Charlie explained... I didn't know that. Charlie gets into a small white car and they drive off. Moments later a big black car pulled up for me.

As much as I hated Charlie he had been my only ever Caregiver. I didn't know what to do as a much taller, stronger man than Charlie came out the car.

I slam the door shut in his face, "We don't slam doors do we dove?" Emily was right behind me. Her cheeks had tear stains and she didn't have the same bright smile she always did, I just nod and she opens the door. The man doesn't look angry and comes in.

"Why don't you two get to know each other" Emily suggests and the man agree's extending his hand for me to take, which I don't. As soon as we get into the kitchen it's silent for a moment.

"I don't need you, I want Emily to be my new caregiver not you" I say in a stern whisper. He crouches down to my height as I was quite short.

"Sweet pea, you know that Emily already has her baby and she can't have two" He says in a sweet voice which is slightly soothing but nothing like Emily. "And you need all the attention you could get" he gently pinches my nose, which makes me giggle then stop abruptly trying to keep my cool.

"Well what if I don't like it. I like it here and I'll miss Emily. I don't even know your name" I blurt out and he just chuckles more.

"My names Damon, if you miss Emily we can always come visit and how do you know you don't like it if u don't try" Damon says to me softly. I just nod as tears prick my eyes. He helped me get my shoes, coat and scarf on as it's still cold outside. Emily had already packed my bag for me and was hugging me tightly.

"Goodbye sweet girl" She said in my ear before kissing me on the cheek and letting me go. She gives me a little slip with her number on it and a note 'just in case' which makes me smile. Damon carried me to the car and it was far more comfortable than how Charlie carried me. He made me feel like I weighed nothing.

"Wave bye princess" Damon says with a soft smile. The way he calls me 'princess' makes me blush gently as I wave at Emily until she fades out of view.

"It's gonna be a long drive sweetheart so if you need anything let me know okay?" Damon says softly to me. He had put the car seat behind the passenger seat so I could see him well. He moved his hand back just to put it in my leg which I didn't mind and kinda liked.

I had only known him for a few moments but I knew he would be a better daddy than Charlie ever was...