Mama's Boy

New Family

*Russo*

When I was young it became very clear how the house worked and what everyones place was. I never really had a mother for me, she seemed more like a slave in my house and all I wanted was the motherly love all the other kids had... I always felt bad for Riley but I knew my father and especially after what he did to his wife, my mother it was clear arguing wasn't wise.

As shit as siding with my dad was I didn't have much choice. After I moved out I didn't get much better, I was drinking a lot and when I had to look after Riley for that week I had just suffered a break up. He shouldn't have suffered any of the shit I put him through but once you go down that rabbit hold you don't go back...

I open my eyes and I'm laying on Emily's chest, I'm now about 5"10 and I used to be about 6"2 so it's a noticeable difference... When I wake up fully Emily let's me get off her lap and I sit with Riley on the floor for awhile.

Riley soon gets on her lap and is covered by a blanket. I don't know what for and I'm not sure I want to find out... I just sit on the floor which is kind of boring. That is until Emily gives me a tablet with Netflix and Disney+ on it, I sit in the corner watching 'Walking dead' because it's amazing. It's been about an hour and Riley finally comes out from the blanket. He sits next to me and rubs his eyes gently.

"What was the blanket for?" I ask him because I'm too scared to ask Emily.

"B-Breastfeeding but I fell asleep as well" Riley says quietly and nervously. I never knew people did that, I just nod and go back to watching walking dead. I'm enjoying it but Riley isn't as he is clinging to my arm. One of the walkers jump out and Riley screams which turns into a cry. I would never say this out loud but that jumpscare really scared me too...Emily gets up and calms Riley down gently. She takes a look at what I'm watching and sighs softly.

"Do you think we could watch something a bit more little friendly. This is a big boy show and your much too little for this okay" Emily speaks gently to me, I was preparing to me told off by her... I can see why Riley loves her so much. I nod at what she says. "It's okay my little dove" Emily whispers to Riley as she scoops him up. I want to be held like that... But that's fucking stupid, I'm a twenty year old and I don't need someone to hold me to feel safe.

When Riley calms down we end up watching Beauty and the beast. Finally, Emily is finishing work and we go back to her dads house I think it is.

"Alright boy's I wanna sit and have a talk with you both" Emily says which makes me nervous, I had only been with her for two days and I have already caused so much trouble... She sits us down in the living room couch and she sits in front of us on the coffee table. "Okay so Russo is joint our home and there its gonna be a bit different. We don't know his little age yet but if I had to guess I would say maybe 3 years old to 1 year old. But Russo you can be a part of mine and Riley's little family we have"

"I-I can?" I ask softly, she seems like a goddess to me right now, free Home, food, clothes and attention/affection.

"Of course, but that does mean you have to live how we do and live by our rules. But with the syrum I have you it's me or a littles orphanage. Of I can't keep you under control I will have to send you away..." Emily explains.

I look at Riley's face, he doesn't look back he is just smiling at Emily. Emily reaches a hand and strokes his cheek lovingly. He seems so happy... I want to be that happy.

"I-Ill do it, I want to stay I guess. It's better than nothing" I say softly wanting to be that happy, that relaxed and carefree. Emily pulls me by my hand into a hug, it's a gentle hug where she is using one hand to rub my back and the other to stroke my hair. I had NEVER been hugged like that before. It was like I was wrapped in a fluffy blanketand it made me feel all fuzzy and warm inside. Her skin was soft against mine when I layed my head in her neck and she had a subtle scent that I couldn't quite tell what it was... But it was so nice.

I hadn't noticed I fell asleep as she was hugging me, I must have been tired... I wake up and I'm laying in a bed still cuddled up to Emily, on her other side is Riley fast asleep. Both of us laying on her chest as she watches TV.

"Hey there sleepy head, you okay" She asks me and I nod. She starts stroking my hair gently and I'm starting to get tired again. "Try and get some sleep little one" she whispers to me before kissing my head gently. As new as this all was I wasn't going to deny a kiss, it made me feel so relaxed...

I want to hate her, she kidnapped me and I want to hate her so badly, I want to act like I wish she was dead but... In a way I'm glad she kidnapped me and made me this way. I want to start over and I want to be part of an actual family instead of the shit smear I had to endure. I want to spend days doing nothing and not worrying about how to get a job or anything. In a way I guess I am thankful to Emily and I would do my best for be a good little for her so I could be a part of their family. I wanted to be here and I was determined to prove myself!